October 25, 2023: We have been watching Billy the Kid episodes two episodes a day this past week. Groceries today included a Pumpkin Pie for Saturday's ladies group. Look forward to seeing RR this week.
FJS legal area is still in processing this area so they submitted the fees for the names again.
Going through June 23-30, 2023, Arizona Archive Library photos:
.65 miles from BSR:
RiP (15')
.5 miles from BSR:
.03 miles from BSR and this person should be one of the highest paid of many in my humble opinion even to this day --- knowing what I possibly "know and own" ...
instead, they only asked for $789,000 from the entities...I believe and have Faith that many could possibly have a legal standing if we had the right folks who was assisting all this- all this time.
we can use the images to look at the trees near BSR:
RiP 17'.
.91 miles away from BSR but right near Sesame to Shrine Corridor areas:
.21 miles away from BSR:
looking at this next image, I would be interested in what they knew back channel about the fire:
appx a mile from BSR:
more than 40 acres by the way and their view is the GMHS Memorial Trail- that seems weird to me that they allowed that trail to begin near this person's area ???
it would take a buyer who wants the Memorial Trail as their property view - with appx $2400 taxes for vacant land. It would take being willing to pay a high dollar to buy 45.6 acres.
(RiP 19')
8.88 acres:
.49 miles from BSR / .09 mile from where in a lawsuit claim they stated firefighters lit on their land which was appx .09 miles away. ... and this person should be one of the highest paid of many in my humble opinion even to this day --- knowing what I possibly "know and own" ...
5:42pm: watching me walk...
(RiP-2021) multiple lands which one was close to BSR... appx .10 miles away.
October 26: So many policies out there in the world...
How about a policy of speaking and acting in truth only ??? Right. ??? I think that should be an oath to one another we should have in place ...
October 27:
John and I went on the trail with Mae first to number 11, these bushes affected immediately my throat--- have a Dude voice
met Jake B., Scottie B., Errol E., Mary C. cancelled [Halloween Adventure], Sonny Gilligan, Fred J Schoeffler--- went to land ---
Errol and Jake:
Jake:
roof time:
Sonny:
now time to get up there...
Errol and Jake:
Sonny and I did not see SDB/PS...but SB/EE/JB did and Fred did not...the land needs immediate attention in my humble opinion.
October 28: cut more hair off
really feeling ugh in the throat area...
saw RR :) - went to ladies group---first time back since early June 2023...
Love Birds:
just chilling at TG
we have to say goodbye to Seran Honee Heart C. and Jake B. --- they were in area for appx one year and now they are about to go on a new adventure:
October 29: Painful Sore Throat
left ear drum:
right ear drum:
we were able to update our areas ---
October 30: My throat from tonsils to front base neck - very painful - no vocals today - just up by 5am and getting some drafts into posts publish mode today since I am run down ill---
I am debating if I should go back to my daily journal or seasonal. I did dream about a person who recently got into action on social media, and I wish I could share --- all it told me was some that know you, know me...that I did find interesting. /// ??? rest day. [JPkd- good visiting and catching up]
last weekend group hike feedback:
thanks...blessings and clarity are always good. hikes this week is a day-to-day thing...a must in warmer temps. due to throat/ears.
2:03pm: did get some Wildland Fire learning and study time in...
I feel like getting better :) no really, I feel rough:
I cut more hair off last night...hubby asked how come...it is this head pain...my hair is heavy..I am tired of being under the weather...give me a break and give me some good healthy ones...
also sick of the cpap machine changing the appearance of my nose...wth...
right ear drum:
throat 10-30-23
old hiking pal Jerry S. emailed us:
October 31: 8am: right ear:
left ear:
The only ghost around here is the Holy Spirit :)
[Joshua 24:15]
my treat this year for ya is print this coloring page up:
costerfelt@thelaunchpadteencenter.org
funny that my name sits next to folks who have been downright ugly my way on the CC email list:
YEAH --- I won the Monster Energy contest :)
left ear:
right ear: is that a parasite or dried up something to the right bottom:
October 31st is just me walking
--- trying to get the fluid retention down. right ear inflamed:
trap the leakage to protect sheets/clothes but also to see hue of leakage fluid:
cut more hair off --- made appt with Johnny G since Johnny C cut it all to the nape area:
November 1 -
Site will have a phone number soon. We have been directing everyone to FJS. Soon it will have its own line to text or call. This number is contracted out for 365 days. It is not a landline. I will place it on front page when it is activated. 10:28am: 12m32sec call to RR on plastic water bottles and "trash" in general.
RT-130A Annual Fireline Safety Refresher Training
3/9/24, 7:15 AM - 3/9/24, 5:00 PM
RT-130B Annual Fireline Safety Refresher Training
3/14/24, 7:15 AM - 3/14/24, 5:00 PM-
I will be taking a Leadership Class and Jeff Clark's class :) "Talk to Me" March 2024.
today is a sleep day--- feel yuk---turpentine and me clash...
my throat is having difficulty to swallow ... hurts
left tonsil:
left ear:
right ear:
November 2 this video came into my alerts and they removed my comments--- and zero comments went against YouTube guidelines...wow...that should be a red flag folks:
it is a channel that is monetarized and to speak on the deaths of two fires--- please refrain from wasting your time to watch because views means monetarized for them ??? I give all I do for free.
https://www.facebook.com/groups/7025960320770657/
United States Forest Service deleting my comments ???? why??? ---hmmmm---let us look and google my name on YouTube where I am shadow banned, folks, also search GMHS, Yarnell Hill Fire and see current scoring for searches on YHF13' topic...ok USFS:
mine is 72:
GMHS is 53:
, Yarnell Hill Fire is 55:
the sole survivor got a 51:
Forest Service- 42:
and the others are not shadow banned and they are not having something messing with their blog/site like mine is, so it is not easy to find or read the blog for others due to something creating those bans for me...and yet I still stand higher in rank with all those limitations set towards me....hmmm...right...think about that USFS...I am not a paid entity or monetarizing online outlets...how would all that has done all the harm and hurt- how would they feel if the tables turned and they were under the radar of a higher authority like I have seen...I am a warrior and I refuse to allow those others to stop me from getting the truth out to the Public at Large.
added two courses:
Day One of the Dill Diuretic Diet to rid of the excess fluids --- let's get my vocals stronger and this is the way I know works:
should wipe my camera after having tape over it--- oh well---maybe it is good I look fuzzy
No popcorn? No candy ...ahhh.... hee hee
how will I survive ?? ?? ??--- no beef jerky? no wings? hee hee.
it was professionally just fixed...now I went from LOW to medium risk and all I did was place a comment that was removed off this YouTube video: ???
thank God for screen shots---this is what they deleted folks:
since 2018:
let me win...right...come on...
check your ego at the door...I won fair and square...
12:35pm- ate me a mint Klondike bar
I own my flaws but now I have to go walk more after eatign that Klondike bar...so logging off pc to burn off those calories...was it worth it? Yes and No...it doesn't bring me to my higher good of my best me and best journey to better health, but it felt good on my raw throat ;)
November 3
I should be on the trails but I am suffering from the turpentine bushes ....I keep seeing my normal numbers 1,2,3s ..33...333....11 11...10 10, etc but lately it has been awakening from a dream at 212am when I was awoken at 1:11am from hard time breathing with a breathing machine ???
I have to safely get this access fluid off but with the hole in my foot currently hurts to walk on it plus my lungs with the weeds.
one of those wee early morning ads that pop on PC:
I just bought it on Amazon. I am no doctor nor claim to be and my health disclaimer is never take my advice, ask your doctor ...this is just my personal journal what I am doing because I am tired of my many infections this year...just adding here to share to my family. I don't do social media and this is where my family comes to "check in" when life gets too busy---
I already use this and I support this product since 2018:
I find this concerning as the eyewitness and as much as I own that there are thoughts like this from firefighters that are saying it was a mass suicide--- in my humble opinion, that would be a false assessment. True about the Command Team and No Safety Officer and where was Division Zulu, Rance Marquez? We had some rookies on the Crew.
I question the validity of some of the leaders on YHF13' on ethics and morals and speaking up if they know more because I know they know more- people they spoke with told me they told them stuff. As it should be looked into deeper, I almost died but 19 did. There are still ways...
https://www.facebook.com/groups/7025960320770657/posts/7027057357327620/?comment_id=7033999696633386
back of throat:
feel yuck but forcing myself to do calisthenics and walk today and doing my
grapefruit, ginger, garlic, onion, dill water regimen (day two)/ oxy powder) and let's pray no Klondikes today---hubby is not a good helper there; he always enjoys us eating the sweets---my head hurts and bodily prickly heat rash and draining in left ankle, left elbow...no fever...low BP...
https://youtu.be/uSD4vsh1zDA?feature=shared ..."I gotta feeling" song keeps playing in my head so that helps pump me into gear and "kick it"...and do what I have to do for better health even when feeling like it is kicking my ass this health bs.
Being raised by the wolves type folks...you know who you are...I am sorry people lied to you to have you run away from me and question me ... you are now learning it was slander and defamation...in life, we must look Above for His plan not what family expects of us. We have to be "go-getters". I am glad you watched my footwork though. Too many crazy a** lies had been told. I am glad you recognize what people said ain't adding up. With God, could you imagine what we can do ... man, I think that is why they did not want you to know me ... anyways it 6:33am 11-3-23 and I look forward to seeing RR tomorrow (Yeah!) and Seran is stopping by this weekend with Dry Erase Board and Cork Board. Thank you soooo much for those gifted items.
on fire feeling...sore...painful...got my voice back
right ear:
left ear:
almost 8am until 9:45 --walked but then I screwed up--- ate some of John's chocolate dipped Entenmann's donut and came homemade chicken noodle soup and Hawaiian dinner roll and out of pattern like yesterday--was typing away---was offered a Klondike---took the mint choc. chip and halfway into it realized I was not to eat any today--- sigh. It was very difficult to walk today (hips).
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thank you for the reminder email that I have come so far after my procedure 7-9-21:
You are funny, Celeste A. --- you made me laugh --- I love when you sing especially this song:
https://youtu.be/oK9gLkXe0xw?feature=shared and this song too: https://youtu.be/DXvMT_mVbqw?feature=shared
November 4
my left is more flattened then the right one...
swelling is finally going down in feet:
I got to see RR---loads of fun-- watered front --- loaded water for RR and my trailer steps Bob and Pam gave me---gave it to RR. 9:50 until after 4pm sat in my garage with a couple shooting the sh*%. Watered backyard. and thank you for the dry erase boards. Got the cell- thanks. I am still not much of a cell person and only a few will have the number.
left ear:
right ear:
November 5 I got up at 12:22am and never got back to sleep...went to blog's FB to direct reach someone about JB/SHHC...@
I was told the person wants zero to do with any part and that's okay- I will keep following God's flow and keep rolling forward. I am just here for peace and lessen those who feel the heightened entitlement they have...
Safeway prices are way too much- I am going to reorganize the shopping list finally "out of principle":
we shared:
shared with jc:
I went with RR 6am until 6pm. Then I was exhausted and crashed by 9ish. I did learn about a situation that made me change the new communication.
Something is not adding up ...
November 6 Sonny stopped by around 9:30am--- then brunch watching Billy the Kid. Received broken bottle: [took 2 pills at 4pm]
they refunded the product being broken:
left ear:
https://youtube.com/shorts/WrAPCRuHdtc?feature=shared
watching Fire Country dvd.
November 7- 4:36am took Paratex and I can tell you I felt movement above my eyebrows in just two pills taken so we will see because I just took 2 for today and later I will take 2 more. Since I felt movement- I am gonna start today checking my ears and throat pics then watch Fire Country dvd.
right ear:
right ear:
throat:
I went to bed around 2:15pm, got up played chess and lost 2 times, slept, walked with pets, shower and slept until 6:14am, laid there sluggish and wanting to walk first but decided to get on pc and watch Fire Country dvd which so far is a fire drama series that does touch on the 10 and 18 and fire areas...getting sprayed with retardant is a dumb insert if people only seen what I have been back channel. It's an okay series. Seems they touch keypoints too.
November 8 [ODB] right ear:
left ear:
much swelling in right and left ear-
throat:
left hip/ left leg-
right ear: inflammation:
left ear: white threadlike unknown:
after cold bath to lessen the inflammation:
November 9:
chilling with the pets before I headed out for my walk:
I decided on backyard walking...look at the stalk:
my magnet therapy: I actually have faith it works--- I am moving more and I feel that is beautiful news...
left leg- back area draining:
10:12am- left out to Wickenburg- Grocery shopping did not go as expected. My goal was $89 and even though the bill was almost $500 originally [clip and save Joy]--after all the savings it was a little over $300...what a scam...you have to buy 3 or 5 items at once to get a special price...only thing is now hopefully we are set for 2-3 weeks...total bs that to get a special price they force you to buy more. I have not shopped in years and glad I haven't ---that Wickenburg highway 93 construction is sad...making new paths for ???? oh yeah growth...I failed to
November 10
right chest area draining yellow fluid:
I cannot even see my throat today:
That statement could be taken both ways. ??? Not enough data to see which way it was meant...
Thank you, if it was meant in the positive yet I have enough 'negative' references about me from these folks to comment the following...--->
When I first wake up - recently, I watch what people are viewing on the blog and play FIRE COUNTRY dvd season one to see what we are teaching our children and general public.
When I read above from a long time fire author to the man who signed off to many areas to the Granite Mountain Hotshots, Darrell Willis---
WAKE UP MACLEAN AND WILLIS-
I never stated or projected I am GREAT but, in a sense,
you do nail it ...
how you like to write about me based on ONE HIKE with me, floors me???
and no invested time with me...are you trying to block the natural way of life unfolding with your ill projection and perception ???
What have you done for me, these families, and homeowners in regard to YHF13' and its aftermath???
--- I went to see you in Washington DC and gave you information as well in July 2019 - so I read your stuff on me in PRRs and FOIAs and think - W H A T E V E R :) ... what a joke.
But to answer you, heck yeah, I am great...even feel great as ill as I am because I belong to the royal bloodline to the Great, I Am ...so there ya go...
in your research and your teams research did you take the time out for 483 locals directly as I did 2013-2014... I busted my ass, sirs.
Did you spend countless hours hiking fire folks, investigators, media, journalists, fire authors, etc. on the Weavers, 2013-2014?
Did you listen to Nowicki, as I did, and request the Public Records and FOIAs as I have--- we know that answer as I have the index log... so come on ...
you are both are more than likely significant people in the fire arena with possibly significant wealth---- ???
I have the wealth of KNOWLEDGE...because I busted my a** getting it.
me, no wealth- I am just housewife who wanted to know why I almost died but 19 did ... here to help my community ...
and neither one of you helped me figure it out.
I do give Nowicki credit, and it is true she was never giving the proper respectful credit due, so I am here now.
Nowicki and InvestigativeMEDIA WTKTT are crucial aspects for truth coming out as well as John Dougherty and his site's participants and Scottie E. Briggs.
They deserve credit for getting truth to the front.
However, we saw what just happened to Scottie E. Briggs [August 2023].
Undeserving, indeed.
I could share more yet God has it all worked in His favor--
I assure you those people who felt the need to change the organic way of life unfolding - God is watching you all.
I fully trust in the Lord that He will help me understand the whole oddity of the way I was treated by Wildland Firefighter Foundation, Executive Director, Burk Minor,
7-20-22, based on the wrong people getting in his ears because I showed pure kindness and love their way and multiple fundraisers, I did that for them because I have Faith in their work ---however, just buffaloed by a few tied to the entity and reason I resigned my Lifetime membership 7-18-22 was based on those few tied to them. I never knew Burk professionally just short-lived personally.
There were plenty of moments I felt it could have been rectified since I was brutally assaulted July 20, 2022 right near WFF building [Boise, Idaho] too. My journal shows the doctors' assessment on topic and the recovery process.
I know I have done my part to mend towards WFF and Burk Minor. Seems they have zero interest to explain why cops were called on me; high priority 7-20-22 just for asking for a public records form ???
It is out of my hands.
I allow God to work the rest in His time, but it is still broken with both WFF and Burk Minor over a year later, and it was reported to me in person when I spoke to Darrell Willis 10-26-22, Willis had zero involvement even though it was told to me by firsthand person that he was very much involved; the link to Burk Minor towards me--- let God figure that out. I also told Willis more data and certain family members of the GMHS stated Willis never called them telling them the new news I shared to Willis.
If anything, I had people come to me telling me you both spoke ill and wrong about me and I own the texts and emails and documents to prove just that... why? why make that energy to get people to not like me, Maclean and Willis ???... versus helping me figure out why I almost died and yet 19 did ???? and help the homeowners ...
It is a good question... maybe God will answer it for me some day.
All I wanted from Burk was respect and kindness, not the rubbish I saw ... based on folks feeding him misinformation ... I will continue to be a sweetheart to this here life. :)
My doors are open for healing areas ... until I die. My light will keep on going ... keeping it on a 'high' note. (ha ha ha)
You are welcome SHHC/JWB---enjoy your journey...
Air (2023) - IMDb - good fillum we just watched.
November 11 6:40ish awoke in odd area of home- symptoms of a seizure-
7:50-8:50am RR, left leg:
throat:
10-2pm Ladies Group, Toni made: she shared the recipe for you crockpot folks:
4:14pm seizure then my chin was on fire like a chemical burn feel, see:
little over one hour after my second seizure:
doing my best to smile and bear it...
rough night of sleep-
I can only focus to be well and doing my part to do that
RiP- Walter Hugo Loesche
November 12
I had to break the news to my immediate folks- no hikes on the Weavers this week and no Dude Fire visit trail hike either this week- I am weak. No ladies group workout.
the texture of my skin looks odd:
I had plans to see RR and Jake today [wood] --- too weak / unwell. I did see RR 10:50 [water and another task here at the home.]
Watching the Love Boat : https://youtu.be/QDc1hhTDYaI?feature=shared and talked to Saren Honee Heart Casad at 1pm as she is happily near home ... new beginnings.
November 13 - slept 8-4- another episode of the Love Boat on YouTube. Impact of seizures has me injured and
coming up ...outline made ... back channel only- "disclosure made" ... yada yada 11-13-23 6pm...
Cleaning garage- set up meeting in private mode start of 2024. Hubby found this old poster in his workspace area near his tools: CLUB RIO 1998: Leeann Tweeden (@leeanntweeden) • Instagram photos and videos
Leeann Tweeden
Model, sportscaster, TV & radio host. Wife, mom & supporter of our troops:
I won in chess today :)
November 14- As you all know---Events - OMNA International, LLC (theomna.com)
good to catch up with you Safety H and FJS-
I will not be on PC --- affected by recent seizures. Resting. We watched library dvd- Mystery- Ruby Herring mysteries 3-movie collection - I won in chess again.
rested with pets-
walked the yard- talk to RR --- about sunset
November 15- swollen eyes, head and ear issues and quite pale on top of bodily injuries- my skin even looks and feels odd/off...clammy:
going grey is weird- the hair structure is much different the youthful hair --- 2023, age 50 now 51 to the remaining of my life I will have zero color in my hair. I am watching the hair grow out from when I had Johnny C not G, clipper cut all my hair off in back and I chopped with scissors the front because I did not like waking up to grey hair upfront overnight, so I just cut it down to crew cut spikes length - finally getting some length on them---training them, due to calick
I can say until the day I passed on, through thick and thin--- through hard times and good---now with grey hairs and all, I stayed with getting the documented facts to the front. How many can say that...
I hope Larry Terra shows up at the Dude Fire Staff Ride Wednesday 11-15-23. Finally, address the information that has been out there.
"On water and off water protection- thank you God for that dream last night. "
Up by 5am- slept in a little- usually get up between 2-3am.
Facebook posts Archived here:
just checking in on my heatmaps to the blog:
If Jerry and Linda were still married and had a pool--- this is their backyard:
The rest of the dates, Nov 16 until December, are moved to December journal- this post is full and complete.