JOY A COLLURA
Feb 19, 2023
18.8 mi | 180 Little Neck Road, Centerport, NY | Website
Listed on the National Register of Historic Places, William K. Vanderbilt II’s former summer home was designed and built by Warren & Wetmore, the partners who designed and built the Grand Central Terminal in New York City. This mansion offers an intimate look at the life of a privileged family from the Jazz Age through World War II, with rooms filled with priceless art, furnishings, and personal possessions.
Wego Chemical & Mineral Corporation
date of my dream state notes:
Here was the location to my seizure and I was taking a photo of people who have passed on, but this is what came back on my camera and metadata...the things I saw did not capture to digital...just red:
was a very odd hour getting back to RD 62/Date Creek Rd.
the rock wall:
some say it is a "goat/sheep" wall and I am like ??? ok? ok!
the sky got darker around 12:38pm then I saw what I saw the hour before - the deceased people covered in ash/soot---took pic and it was red again
almost a hour later--- saw the deceased again---and took pic--- got same red image...but this time I am covered in ash/soot ????? CRW, did you see what happened to me --- thought of you.
must be prickly pear ash or desert paint ??? It didn't make sense
and told to look at my old June 30, 2013, photo and videos over by the old grader area as well as look at the ash area--- I feel and this will sound odd but I have a witness that said to me I had soot / ash on me and I know I was in seizure moment but I recollect the events as if it was the moments when Sonny and I retraced our steps after the fire --- I will attach those photos below after this but they said there is still evidence out there ... which is odd because our trails from June 30 is now the GMHS Memorial Trail ... did I "time travel" to an actual spot for me to gain better health to go check it out?
and then after red image this photo was too bright like washed out but so was the real time, it was a bright light ---as it went from skies fine to dark to then red image then this burst of light...weird moment.
the injury happened to both legs- flesh scratches to the left and physical injury on both feet and ankles and calves.
much love to the birds:
-The old grader that weekend area and the YHF13' aftermath pics of Sonny/I that I mentioned above:
the ash pics after YHF13':
this is how it looked like weather-wise June 30, 2013, with the weather visible out in the distance:
found more ash pics:
"speak up"- this song keeps coming to my mind since the Fall 2022:
this is an image they wanted me to see-
where we passed them:
this is above where we last passed them.
John A. Murphy, Jr. Obituary - The Arizona Republic (azcentral.com)
John A. Murphy, Jr. Obituary | Hansen Mortuaries of Phoenix & Scottsdale, Arizona (hansenmortuary.com) - we will miss you John (RiP)
the letter below is proof, we had all our written permissions to be where we were on the Weavers...yet someone tried after that fire to stop me from hiking the Weavers for ??? agenda(s)??? instead of respectfully get that I almost died on that fire that 19 did die and I am going to hike the Weavers...no reason to limit me from what I was always doing...just because I almost died and 19 did. But I sure saw that over time. tsk.tsk.
But I am walking the mountain 3-5 times a week now...thankfully they have left me alone and I am free to walk it.
Not sure why "JD" said what he did on the Weavers recently though...on a Staff Ride... that was "breadcrumbed" my way and I am like "whatever"...
thanks for letting me know people are not in support of me telling the documented facts --- ""oh well" .... my freedom to do so.
(RiP)
I was shared to lean on God for support much more in 2023. Not people. I thought I was until I paused the people.
Dust Bunny Alert:
Squirrel sniffing Dandelion which was my theme of 2022- from the heart and pure too...
Best memory is when a squirrel hands ya desert flowers
One year, this won first place in Congress Days...Maybe some day we can bring it back...
How many remember this home on 62 / Date Creek Rd...if so, reach me.
Thanks, RR, for the videos- I did screenshots to show the creek was running last week.
I love magnets --- I really do --- since I was a kid, I have been collecting them --- any of you out there reading this enjoy them like me?
another injury that happened--- I did a Phoenix peel so that's why my toes are dry like that..relax, nothing more than a foot about to peel...skillet handle broke and dropped hot on my foot:
snow-capped Weavers:
I lost all my color in that seizure and fall-
so pale
Does my face show my pain from the fall? (plus that darn nose changing because of the CPAP mask- ugh) plus this week I gained 9 inches of fluid retention ---guess where---yep, the tummy freakin' area:
Ian, I can guarantee you I will not join any entity until someone finally "speaks up" and I believe it is gonna happen...people like Clay Templin / Kevin B? / Etc. will understand why it is important to share who and where folks were in a sense and some were setup, right "warrior"
--- and why I keep asking for those folks to "speak up"--- I know it should never be me on this topic knowing what I know...so for now, share to me Ian why I should entertain joining IFSJ when I am not seeing people who should "speak up"...I am in lay low - shut off mode in 2023. I will say, Ian, IAWF though has continuously shown they are willing to allow the people to speak up so call them and write an article for the Wildfire Magazine.
I do my best to find the good in all things because as Willis states in July 2013, God has the plan 🙏❣️
Fly like an Eagle... Superbowl...who will win? My Uncle wants his Chiefs to win but I feel the Eagles will lose but a close game...we will see.
I am not a part of anything in 2023- I have been inactive with any presentations or articles since 2019, for the record, so when I get my name tied to things- it is no different then Dr Ted Putnam gets his name tied to areas--- I had zero participation to any presentation especially since 2019 when I last was in Washington, D.C. doing a presentation. I keep getting emails that I am tied to this...nope:
not me:
got your email, "unkle":
Sonny- I got your camera batteries--- they did not fit---here is link to the right ones:
Had a great time with ya Ruth--- thank you.
almost 6 months later and this is not fixed and my PRRs are still OPEN...weird..
I have zero clue what is going on --- I should have the remaining stuff by now... especially for Sonny's case / accident.
Thank you Dozer Guy for your "Get Well" wishes.
February 6-February 13, 2023 journal
I did a Phoenix foot peel so it is dry as it dries up and peels --- another skillet fell on my toe and the nail came off:
Shak Md Shajedul Karim
This is where I owe too much for my medical bs---this will be a hard area of my health to pay on--- it's a lifetime payment--- so very sad... when did my health become to this, for reals...tied to a stinking machine...ughhhh
I am usually the very first person in the VIP line for this event below and I really cannot even see me going this year due to health...I mean, if one of the ladies said "let's go" --- I really will have to wait until time gets closer.
the only way this lady would ever be on my network is if she set the record straight on what I learned from Gary L Olson and Dr Ted Putnam on her...I am so uninterested though...her and that Vicki Christiansen lady...shaking my head ...how Shawna was suggested to me...oh my...???? Nah, she needs to speak pure about old fires is my way of thinking...
left the mountains for Gold Rush days...
got to Gold Rush days before break of day
we were first to the area --- and THR and RR and me waited and enjoyed good company and coffee before 2023 Gold Rush Days weekend began---
2-10-23: Ladies time tonight 6-9pm was not as I expected. I was given a surprise with Lis (LAM).
2-11-23 11pm: Update - I enjoyed MP and Toni for ladies group and also for our workout, Toni, 10-3:33pm. Thank you for the delightful tuna and apples and "togetherness"..
Went walking with hubby and dog as well at dark.
thanks Mom---now these ladies will want me to cook more than likely
you sent this to Toni--- you make me laugh.
I forgot all about helping Tom, Amelia, Victoria, and Joy at that local bar..I sooo miss Jose and the rollerblading with you Victoria
I was enjoying just eating...soft smiles ;) will I be expected to cook now??? hee hee
God-willing, I will be attending:
(SCAFFW)
count me out on these events since the truths keep staying back channel--- I am done --- heart broken that I know the people who should talk but they don't----
Events planned for 10th anniversary of Hotshots tragedy (ktar.com)
2-12-23: I have been doing my daily walks this weekend and I waited until evening to do it because I was in my PJs and I can stay in them on walk in the dark...Thank you for the lady I spoke to --- you know who you are --- but I needed that --- it was healing and you get where I am at and you get where he is at --- you get it ... enjoy Death Valley and thank you dearly for the "confirmation" on SB today ... ... that I needed. Good to catch up with BT and RBB --- I will meet with CT / FS on Wix stuff tomorrow after my workout with Toni.
2-12 8:30pm: RR alerted me but could have been earlier that it was sent--- my technology is squirrely. Arrowhead Bar...sorry for the damage you all faced:
I sure miss dearly my times with Dan J. --- an external area messed that up and it is what it is but miss him greatly.
highly recommend:
let them know the Arizona Desert Walker sent you--- I get zero incentives but great folks there in Cave Creek area
This was one of our topics recently at ladies group with Toni G and MP
Headed to workout at Toni's:
I enjoyed my workout/ masks / visit. Probiotic Infusion Microfiber Sheet Mask | SEACRET (seacretspa.com)
Wait, did I win Quad-Ominos just now :) Thank you for the tomato soup and grilled cheese and macaroon and chocolate kiss and grapefruit. See you Saturday. Heading to my mountains...avoiding the female lion areas because she must be sad but also looking for their trails to avoid--- two male lions killed...sigh...hope to see Tammy this week---Happy Valentine's---and stop over to RR's and the squirrels and birds.
The clothes you see me wear as my tummy is fluid retention - huge thank you to Toni G---she let me use/have them ---
Between medical appointments and my hikes--- I have zero time to do this but I joined as showing support to the Arizona Agenda movement and pray their journalisms uncover the fire I almost died on in real form--- that's all:
Happy Valentine's Day Everyone. I have had some struggles this week--- no closer to some areas needing to be done medically but happy and smiling overall:
I am not a fan to my CPAP this week---
yeah, drape animals on desert fences---really ??? come on---
this sign below: huge theme to my desert space on a detox diet ;)
Promote ANTHEM out in the desert:
Desert Stray Cats:
they look like Fred's stray cat:
back home. I had a tough evening 2-15-23---just things catching up and I was finally comfortable, and I should have ignored or said no to someone's request but instead I walked away pouted and all medical areas that have not been addressed made it to the talk---sorry---just bewildered how the health system is nowadays. Then got home 2-16-23 to learn my PCP was dropped and I want to know who dropped who---my insurance or Dr.???
I guarantee you I will avoid this area (email below) next week when I know what I know--- praying feverishly God's taking care if this in His time...
I will be unable to go to the 2023 California Interagency Wildland Fire Risk Management Conference and I will miss it --- but I have medical, and I am booked for March and April 2023. I hope you all have an educational enjoyable time.
Karen Fann treated Sonny well after the YHF13'- I did not see the same and we bought her a gift and she just pretended to not know me...I am not a fan of the Fann.
letting someone know I did not get what they ordered:
They "claim" they messed up one of the items and are reprinting it. So it's still coming! .... 😁 Thank you for the V'day stuff and thinking of ... They'll get them tomorrow.
Luv ya!
I stayed with ANTHEM even though I know they are tied to Wildland Firefighter Foundation (WFF) in donations to WFF on their sales, but I asked about "Slurry Drops"--- I refuse to be tied to entities tied to that area...I have no problem that my reoccurring monthly orders - a portion of it - helps fallen WFs--- we know it did not help a fallen widow who still truly deserves such from WFF --- I know that much...SO what do I think of ANTHEM...top notch from start to end---highly recommend them.
speaking of films-- I had this on my Google Alerts for Scottie E Briggs:
Scottie Briggs – Filmmaker – Utah Film Festival (theutahfilmfestival.com)
After I saw what took place 10-26-22---I wish him well and I refuse to engage when people ask me on him---just wish him well---I just know I do not want him in my life after he confessed his lies and omissions last Fall 2022 in my garage. I can forgive but I am exhausted from the omissions from folks. The only remedy of this would be a conference call between multiple folks so I can hear their reactions to what Scott has told me. Especially for KK, Vicki, Burk, Fred, Kev, and etc.- I would for sure need a conference all on those folks. I got a gut feel I already know. All I think how at the time my immediate folks failed me on a fallen widow...too long of time has passed.
\this helps me get to medical appointments - "thank you"
IAFC Conferences- I have gone to these in prior years and if FJS wants to keep the status there up- that is on him yet I cannot attend this year's Conference in March 2023. I wish everyone an enjoyable, educational time. I am doing medical and my main focus is there but I would go if I had a ride outside my normal driver and it was financially covered.
greatest lady:
I thought this was interesting---I grabbed my last month's tubing and cushion and my medical machine "knew" it was not my knew one I just got---ugh. Then I got this email:
I would refrain, myself, from reading or engaging reading anything on the Thompson Family (email below) after Deanna Thompson (Fire20+ on InvestigativeMEDIA) - wife of Fred Thompson - did what she did back channel where Fred J Schoeffler got the "mystery man" narrative shared differently and Deanna Thompson stated it was on Saturday June 29, 2013 without how she came to such conclusions(s) and Sonny/I were there on the Weavers with GMHS- June 30, 2013 taking the images so who knows how or where her narrative agenda(s) lay in this but yeah...something fishy when you see what I own about her in my public records. So, I know many love and respect Fred Thompson- I hiked with him June 30, 2014 with Deanna Thompson, Jim Roth and his lady, Michael Kodas, Holly Henderson Snyder Neill and Eric Marsh's good pal Alan Sinclair. I did not like the back channel gossip with her a part in it...You all can read it on Fred Thompson--- I will pass on reading it though.
Thanks, Toni :)
2-16-23 9:10am: I cannot believe last year Wickenburg Clinic and Hospital certified mail me to go to the Brain, Spine, and Cancer Institute and I was out of their scope and skip ever going there and now this year Yavapai Regional and many Doctors failed in the end to negotiate the contract and they are out and I am left picking up those pieces and now my PCP and their contract ...let me go quote it ...brb...this "how" my Valentine's went...my love letter on Valentine's (shaking my head):
Sent: 02/14/2023 07:33:28 MST
Subject: Message
Hi Joy,
Just found out that the referral coordinator is letting me know we are no longer contracted with your insurance per our billing office. You need to find a new PCP. Now that being said, the referrals for the providers you had seen before are being taken care of. New referrals won't be authorized (per your insurance company) until April 1st. That gives you time to find a new provider. Amanda did try to call you to give you this information but was unable to connect.
Deb
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Find a new in network PCP with these areas "active" need 2023 referrals:
ENT SPECIALIST
Sleep Studies- PRECERTIFCATION PROCESS
HEART SPECIALIST
SEIZURE SPECIALIST
GI SPECIALIST
BRAIN SURGEON SPECIALIST
CANCER SPECIALIST every 6 month check up
Podiatrist Specialist due to 2-3-23 seizure
RARE DISEASE SPECIALIST
GENETIC DISEASE SPECIALIST
HEMOCHROMATOSIS
PHYSICAL THERAPY PAIN MANAGEMENT FOR BRAIN/SPINE SPECIALISTS
2-16-23 10:19am: Diamondback Rattlesnakes are out--- Sonny almost got bit yesterday and it was a close call. Even in cold temperatures. He was digging a hole and exposed it and the rattler was calm due to colder temps- he put it in the 5 gallon bucket the snake and was gonna take it to state land and it escaped. One of his dogs died (RiP) --- sorry Sonny. Unsure if it was due to snake but same time Sonny almost got bit--- his dog very quickly died.
I entered:
2-16-23 11:12am: Appx. 6:45pm last night someone rang the doorbell. Sorry, but I am not much home ... best way to reach me is arizona.desert.walker@protonmail.com or go walk the desert to find me. I am called the "desert walker" for a reason. :)
So much for the oath of office lingo --- a real shame .... on some of you... almost ten years later...real shame.
I am a lifetime member to
US Hotshots Association yet I am booked for March/ April 2023 - I will not be there. Enjoy. I am doing medical and my main focus is there but I would go if I had a ride outside my normal driver and it was financially covered.
thank you for sharing this stunning FB image, RR.
I would love this on canvas print times three---
2-16-22 late afternoon- I was near listening to JG and FJS...glad all is okay- I am very minimal to interact with in 2023 - and I found myself wanting to reach about a card info. and was not wanting a conference call.
2-17-22 5:46am: Around 4:33am, I awoke being in an airport dealing with luggage issues and BM bailed me out of the luggage chaos and was like the kindness I saw 7-20-21 and then my alarm went off. Time to go get those missing file photos for Bill Boyd today at AZSAL. Then do medical and Begins Within over at Hayden/Indian Bend.
Remember folks ... if people are asking you about me or talking about me ... "warning" - "red flag"
I am uninvolved and just handling health ... if you hear something on me ... I deserve / will only accept incoming, respect and love and in that if someone is trash talking based on that then God is watching. I am unconcerned. I know too many lies have been told about me and I just move along, and I am assured God has my back. Also pay close attention to 2023 and who surfaces IN THE MEDIA on the 10th Anniversary of the fire Sonny and I almost died on but 19 died. You may even see a band of sisterhood born in 2023 but what will take place when the political publicist shares what they have .. I am not the one to tell it - I know that. You can tell from my eyes I am heart broken and its heart wrenching ... and now more than ever certain folks who talked about me ...all I know God knows and that He will assist me to get it to the front.
Hey Jason, for the record...my name is tied to articles but I had nothing to do with it except same as you--- read it--- or skimmed it at some point just so you know...
2-18-23 9am: I have to go get washed an head out to workout 10-2pm today at Toni's so DFFM, Bill Boyd, requested my signature for each request and fill the Public Records Requests PRRs individually so here they are:
my penmanship sucks due to my joint pain and limitations...my apologies for the messy writing process...I did my best.