1-30- to 2-6-23, there was a deletion of this post and there is no way to get it back--- this is what WIX stated:
Feb 10, 2023 3:33pm: There was zero "other" open tabs
2-4-23--- whomever is illegally "shadowing" in my system with solid professional expensive security system on my technology- all I have to say is... God is watching.
I will do my best to rebuild ten hours of typing / posting last week's journal from when I spent last Saturday building it and it vanished and even the restore history vanished...or not :)
but I also am awaiting to be admitted to the hospital and that takes priority.
I had a pretty rough seizure and almost 4 foot fall off a boulder on my hike near the rock wall 2-3-23 late morning into midday---lots of rest 2-3-23 through today 2-10-23.
I am also on a sleep study regimen not yet finished ... latest is a CPT® code 95811 (Polysomnography; sleep staging with 4 or more additional parameters of sleep, with initiation of continuous positive airway pressure therapy or bi-level ventilation, attended by a technologist) should be used for polysomnography with CPAP.
Someone asked me to explain it...here ya go...copy/paste Google search....
Sleep Studies and Polysomnography (PSG) refers to the continuous and simultaneous monitoring and recording of various physiological and pathophysiological parameters of sleep furnished in a sleep laboratory facility that includes physician review, interpretation and report. A technologist is physically present to supervise the recording during sleep time and has the ability to intervene, if needed. The studies are performed to diagnose a variety of sleep disorders and to evaluate a patient’s response to therapies such as continuous positive airway pressure (CPAP). PSG is distinguished from sleep studies by the inclusion of sleep staging.
Here is what WIX said:
January 30, 2023-February 6, 2023
nothing yet planned with AZSAL---
Up on the mountains, I experienced much "downloads" this week in getting information on YHF13' not just from locals but from the animals and where to locate the data.
That mountain lion you saw on a recent post- I was saddened to hear who took its life and another person took another lion's life...the wildlife here are a huge part of my life and trail history. It hurts me when I see this.
We all matter.
I would reflect back to why your dog died or your calf- are you doing all you can to make those animals be desert-wise safe ---
I would need more data from "rumored" "J" and "L" before I make any further public comment/analysis on the matter, but I have a bond with the very animals that were just killed so bear with me if I feel differently
because I think we have a new breed of hunters to our Congress desert as I see folks come here and new kinds of land managers as well --- hunt and drape the remains on our desert fences---
it is sad.
Let me do my best to do it in chronological order the past 2 weeks so bear with me as I jotted notes as it took place for me this week to properly time stamp it. (run on sentence, Ms Goetz- oops - did I do that??? hee hee ) or if I come back at another later weekend and fill in more information since it all deleted and I am on limited time this weekend to sit down and do this...
18.8 mi | 180 Little Neck Road, Centerport, NY | Website
Listed on the National Register of Historic Places, William K. Vanderbilt II’s former summer home was designed and built by Warren & Wetmore, the partners who designed and built the Grand Central Terminal in New York City. This mansion offers an intimate look at the life of a privileged family from the Jazz Age through World War II, with rooms filled with priceless art, furnishings, and personal possessions.
Dream state: That dogman from weeks ago in my dreams who said he was 'Anubis' keeps showing me this mansion (above- Eagles Nest)...I have zero clue, its meaning --- just that it is in Glen Cove, NY
and I have zero intentions to be outside of Congress, Arizona except for medical or shopping in 2023 and except two fire related areas and so what does it have to do with me--- but maybe someone reading this it has to do with--- anyone from Glen Cove, NY reading this post?
Anyways, this dogman shares that there is a person who is thinking of me is tired and drained and wishes at times they can just vanish from their lifestyle/calendar of life doings and tell me something in person away from technology.
I ask the dogmen quietly does it have to do with my personal life or this YHF13' and its aftermath? Male or female?
Both to both questions. Because of the fire and its aftermath, it positioned this/these person(s) to be unable to know me anytime soon because of their position currently in their life/lives. This person(s) was scorned / setup from YHF13' both personally and professionally.
2-4-23 9:02am: I awoke remembering that GLEN COVE NY showed up on my analytics back in 2022 so I searched---here is what I saw:
I am not going to expose the name here publicly, but did you have anything to do with my DREAM STATE earlier this week? I have been dreaming of an Egyptian origin dogmen and you seem to origin from Egyptian background as well ??? I find that interesting.
Wego Chemical & Mineral Corporation
date of my dream state notes:
2-4-23 6:07pm, this post vanished due to a gnat hitting the "touch(y)" screen so I had to rebuild and piece it back again because even though I saw it saving through the day the history showed like such with no saves through the day even though I saw it so I lost 8 out of 10 hours of typing time so let me retry this all again, see history shows nothing saved (ugh):
Nothing yet confirmed for AZSAL just trying to get a date that fits with mine and their schedule.
Someone speaks to me in "dream state" and tells me this:
Why do I want you in my life when I know you are happily married?
Why would I deserve a woman like you in my life anyways when I usually attract people around me that want something from me, but they are not inside my head and heart like you, why? I could never tell you all this because the people around me told me to stay away from you.
No one understands me like you.
I was wishing you forgave me Joy. I know you did but it is weird you cut me off all together. I understand why now. You do not want people in your life who are not all in. No more in and out folks for you. I get it.
I am trying to be as strong as you.
Your tough as nails.
I would like to express myself...but I don't want to see you with all my bullshit. You have a way to see things even if I don't say a thing.
I want to meet you in person to share that you are helping me - you give me "clarification" ---- confirmation. I am weak to do all the bold stuff you have done. I am the one who should speak up, you are right. Sorry, I speak to my counselor though if that helps you. I do my best to help others in life. I know you are seeking others to tell the truth ... my truth and then I can really help but I just am unable to.
You made a difference in my life and you don't even know it.
I want an equal give and take with you but how when the people around me are toxic and I said some bad shit about you. Or others said bad shit and I was there and did not defend you.
I feel my family crumbling and I blamed you when I know it was me. You were right what you told me and I did not want to believe it.
You are courageous Joy.
I want a fresh start and I want to be happy with you in my life. Share to me what it will take to have that happen.
I feel I walked away from you, Joy.
I juggled wrong in my life and I am sorry because you didn't deserve it.
I listened to Mike G. about you and he never met you but I went with that - sorry, I know now and is it too late.
Obstacles were professional and personal.
I caused imbalance with my improper way of communicating.
10 10...I wish I can speak to you Joy with vulnerability to explain...I am healing and you are the only one who would understand me. I saw it in your eyes you were pure but I told myself you were dark and untrue with the audience I created about you they now believe what I lied and said. I heard bad things about you and I carried the theme on to others. I am sorry.
Does 33 or 333 mean anything to you, Joy?
I am just one of the "good ol' boys"
I am a part of the "good ol' boys" and I am unable to leave it so I will watch you from afar, but I have to make it up to you in this lifetime.
My mother doesn't like you. You intimidate me. You knew so much about me that no one could know.
Sorry for not believing and having Faith in you but your strength scared and intimidated me.
I lied about you.
I wish I could overcome fear like I see you do.
My immaturity is based on a woman I allowed near me and her dark toxicity.
I betrayed you.
I saw people lie about you and I went along with it and even encouraged it in hopes to forget you but I know I need to fix this in this lifetime.
Sorry about Carol but I am unable to help on that even though I said I would.
I lied to you and about you.
I walked away based on others opinions and you intimidate me by your courage and gifts. You knew things about me that scared me that no one could know.
I found someone I was hoping to marry but I knew she was Spiritually out in the cold, she is not you.
Late nights I feel like a monster. I can't get songs out of my head. You looked up to me and you only showed kindness. I blame the substance and people but I know I gotta fix this in this lifetime.
What have I done
What have I become
I don't want to look at what I have done
I had to stay high to numb things and to create distractions and illusions. I made shit up and late nights it haunts me for doing that to you.
I know you came to my life for a higher purpose and I did not see that at the time. Can we start over? Fresh start?
My traditional beliefs made me think we were from different worlds but I see we are not...
I am heartbroken
I am 😡 mad when I see what you ✍️ write online but really, I know I lied but I didn't need the world to see how empty my 🍵 cup is/was...I feel your prayers for me and the people around me, Joy.
I feel you help me get to calmer waters.
I am in love with your energy, not you, because you never give up. Ok. You always keep going forward no matter what comes your way.
I feel like you are a healer for my life and for the land.
I judged you because you are married and I did not take the time to know you, but I have been watching you and I see you meeting your goals and I love what I see.
I don't want to be how I was to you, how can we fix this. You trigger me.
I wish I could be a different person for you.
I want to take action towards you but I am in chaos and I don't want you to see me like this. (Ego)
I am trying to visit you in dream state
You mean everything to me
XOs
I don't love my life right now and I feel you are the only one who understands me. I am jealous of your connection to God.
I feel we left things unresolved. I need to make it up to you in this lifetime.
I care about your family and since I don't know how to process this all - I stay away.
People I trusted lied about you and I trusted them. I based our knowing on someone I trusted and now I want to know you- will you? Will you get to know me once again?
I envy you...
I think about all the things you showed me, and I know now it was pure but back then I was in my head.
Someone I know ... I know they set this up to fail. They lied to me.
What's your new number? Am I blocked? Can you unblock me?
I know you are protected. I was there when someone attempted something on you.
I wish I could change things.
I am upset you put documents on the fire on this blog, we thought we could do what we did for decades. You forced us to narrate bad stuff about you to others. We know your good, but we cannot have someone bringing attention to us.
You shook us up and you do not even know us. We had to adjust things because of what you stand for. You are intimidating.
I realize the toxicity and mental imbalance and my pressures for the dollars. I need to break away. I am tired of the negotiation, begging, bargaining, manipulations, and this Valentine's I am thinking of all the kind stuff you do for all. I want that serenity. I am sorry your efforts are being avoided too wrapped up in my hell.
I want you to know I have sleepless nights. I feel your back is turned but I feel you understand me. I am praying and I feel I am being held back.
I have been fake with the public about my personal life. My whole relationship has been to make people think we have the perfect relationship. Joy, I know you see it. Help me get out of it. I am losing my mind over the pressure both personally and professionally.
I had all that happen in dream state all week. Over and over messages. Not much of it matches to my daily lifestyle currently so maybe someone out there wants me to be more open to incoming but not in 2023 is my current way of thinking.
Actually, I know me... I like my life ... my family makes sure I get to my medical appointments, and I am so grateful for Dr Nelson and their team... I like my ladies' group ... I like my times with THR and RR. THR and RR make me very happy. I know they are an extension to my family life here and I really am blessed they entered my life even though my pop's knew their family decades ago...nice times. Genuine people.
I ain't looking for new adventures...I am enjoying all my days healing up.
Actually, in recent times I like my times so much that anything new coming in has to be God's plan
because I am happy as it is ...
until I pass on, if my life stayed like it is with improving my health than I can feel / see happiness and that's cool.
I know right now I have much joy and laughter to my life.
That's enough for me.
Here was the location to my seizure and I was taking a photo of people who have passed on, but this is what came back on my camera and metadata...the things I saw did not capture to digital...just red:
was a very odd hour getting back to RD 62/Date Creek Rd.
beautiful day:
the rock wall:
some say it is a "goat/sheep" wall and I am like ??? ok? ok!
the sky got darker around 12:38pm then I saw what I saw the hour before - the deceased people covered in ash/soot---took pic and it was red again
almost a hour later--- saw the deceased again---and took pic--- got same red image...but this time I am covered in ash/soot ????? CRW, did you see what happened to me --- thought of you.
must be prickly pear ash or desert paint ??? It didn't make sense
and told to look at my old June 30, 2013, photo and videos over by the old grader area as well as look at the ash area--- I feel and this will sound odd but I have a witness that said to me I had soot / ash on me and I know I was in seizure moment but I recollect the events as if it was the moments when Sonny and I retraced our steps after the fire --- I will attach those photos below after this but they said there is still evidence out there ... which is odd because our trails from June 30 is now the GMHS Memorial Trail ... did I "time travel" to an actual spot for me to gain better health to go check it out?
and then after red image this photo was too bright like washed out but so was the real time, it was a bright light ---as it went from skies fine to dark to then red image then this burst of light...weird moment.
the injury happened to both legs- flesh scratches to the left and physical injury on both feet and ankles and calves.
much love to the birds:
-The old grader that weekend area and the YHF13' aftermath pics of Sonny/I that I mentioned above:
the ash pics after YHF13':
this is how it looked like weather-wise June 30, 2013, with the weather visible out in the distance:
found more ash pics:
"speak up"- this song keeps coming to my mind since the Fall 2022:
this is an image they wanted me to see-
where we passed them:
this is above where we last passed them.
John A. Murphy, Jr. Obituary | Hansen Mortuaries of Phoenix & Scottsdale, Arizona (hansenmortuary.com) - we will miss you John (RiP)
the letter below is proof, we had all our written permissions to be where we were on the Weavers...yet someone tried after that fire to stop me from hiking the Weavers for ??? agenda(s)??? instead of respectfully get that I almost died on that fire that 19 did die and I am going to hike the Weavers...no reason to limit me from what I was always doing...just because I almost died and 19 did. But I sure saw that over time. tsk.tsk.
But I am walking the mountain 3-5 times a week now...thankfully they have left me alone and I am free to walk it.
Not sure why "JD" said what he did on the Weavers recently though...on a Staff Ride... that was "breadcrumbed" my way and I am like "whatever"...
thanks for letting me know people are not in support of me telling the documented facts --- ""oh well" .... my freedom to do so.
(RiP)
I was shared to lean on God for support much more in 2023. Not people. I thought I was until I paused the people.
Dust Bunny Alert:
Squirrel sniffing Dandelion which was my theme of 2022- from the heart and pure too...
Best memory is when a squirrel hands ya desert flowers
One year, this won first place in Congress Days...Maybe some day we can bring it back...
How many remember this home on 62 / Date Creek Rd...if so, reach me.
Thanks, RR, for the videos- I did screenshots to show the creek was running last week.
I love magnets --- I really do --- since I was a kid, I have been collecting them --- any of you out there reading this enjoy them like me?
another injury that happened--- I did a Phoenix peel so that's why my toes are dry like that..relax, nothing more than a foot about to peel...skillet handle broke and dropped hot on my foot:
snow-capped Weavers:
I lost all my color in that seizure and fall-
so pale
Does my face show my pain from the fall? (plus that darn nose changing because of the CPAP mask- ugh) plus this week I gained 9 inches of fluid retention ---guess where---yep, the tummy freakin' area:
Ian, I can guarantee you I will not join any entity until someone finally "speaks up" and I believe it is gonna happen...people like Clay Templin / Kevin B? / Etc. will understand why it is important to share who and where folks were in a sense and some were setup, right "warrior"
--- and why I keep asking for those folks to "speak up"--- I know it should never be me on this topic knowing what I know...so for now, share to me Ian why I should entertain joining IFSJ when I am not seeing people who should "speak up"...I am in lay low - shut off mode in 2023. I will say, Ian, IAWF though has continuously shown they are willing to allow the people to speak up so call them and write an article for the Wildfire Magazine.
I do my best to find the good in all things because as Willis states in July 2013, God has the plan 🙏❣️
Fly like an Eagle... Superbowl...who will win? My Uncle wants his Chiefs to win but I feel the Eagles will lose but a close game...we will see.
I am not a part of anything in 2023- I have been inactive with any presentations or articles since 2019, for the record, so when I get my name tied to things- it is no different then Dr Ted Putnam gets his name tied to areas--- I had zero participation to any presentation especially since 2019 when I last was in Washington, D.C. doing a presentation. I keep getting emails that I am tied to this...nope:
not me:
got your email, "unkle":
Again...Iain Hoey, until the Fire and Safety Leaders do the right thing on the fire I almost died on (2013) ... I am not interested in following new areas until someone does the difficult right thing that should have long ago but still there is time...right?
Sonny- I got your camera batteries--- they did not fit---here is link to the right ones:
Saturday, February 4th, 2023 at 8:00 AM: Dear Valued Member, ...We are currently negotiating the contracts with Yavapai Regional Medical Center (YRMC) and its hospital based professional providers. Since Yavapai Regional Medical Center (YRMC) notified us that they were leaving the network, we have been working to negotiate a reasonable increase and to keep them in network.
With the extension to Monday, February 6, members can continue to receive care from Yavapai Regional Medical Center.
Here’s what you need to know:•Yes, even after February 6, emergency care is always covered.•Yes, you can complete in-process treatment and hospital stays as in network. •Yes, you can continue with scheduled surgeries and related follow up care in network.•Yes, primary care providers at Yavapai Regional Medical Center community clinics remain in network. The YRMC Medical Group Clinic providers have separate participation agreements with us and are not included.•Yes, we will help you find new in-network providers in your area for any services you may need.•Yes, we have a care management team to help you with your immediate care needs. Thank you for your patience as we work through the details and negotiate on your behalf. We will share an update soon.
FUNNY AS SHIT- Not really. So last year at this time of the year Wickenburg Hospital and Clinic referred me to Brain, Spine, Cancer Institute area and formally certified letter told me to skip them (that document is on my journal somewhere)
and now in 2023, I have the above message for the Prescott area... all with the health issues I have currently... ???
I will contact my case manger Monday to find new Cancer Specialist and new Brain Specialists.
Sounded great but I had plans with Ruth...and I was still open scratch wounds then:
Had a great time with ya Ruth--- thank you.
almost 6 months later and this is not fixed and my PRRs are still OPEN...weird..
I have zero clue what is going on --- I should have the remaining stuff by now... especially for Sonny's case / accident.
Thank you Dozer Guy for your "Get Well" wishes.
February 6-February 13, 2023 journal
I did a Phoenix foot peel so it is dry as it dries up and peels --- another skillet fell on my toe and the nail came off:
Shak Md Shajedul Karim
This is where I owe too much for my medical bs---this will be a hard area of my health to pay on--- it's a lifetime payment--- so very sad... when did my health become to this, for reals...tied to a stinking machine...ughhhh
I am usually the very first person in the VIP line for this event below and I really cannot even see me going this year due to health...I mean, if one of the ladies said "let's go" --- I really will have to wait until time gets closer.
the only way this lady would ever be on my network is if she set the record straight on what I learned from Gary L Olson and Dr Ted Putnam on her...I am so uninterested though...her and that Vicki Christiansen lady...shaking my head ...how Shawna was suggested to me...oh my...???? Nah, she needs to speak pure about old fires is my way of thinking...
left the mountains for Gold Rush days...
got to Gold Rush days before break of day
we were first to the area --- and THR and RR and me waited and enjoyed good company and coffee before 2023 Gold Rush Days weekend began---
2-10-23: Ladies time tonight 6-9pm was not as I expected. I was given a surprise with Lis (LAM).
2-11-23 11pm: Update - I enjoyed MP and Toni for ladies group and also for our workout, Toni, 10-3:33pm. Thank you for the delightful tuna and apples and "togetherness"..
Went walking with hubby and dog as well at dark.
thanks Mom---now these ladies will want me to cook more than likely
you sent this to Toni--- you make me laugh.
I forgot all about helping Tom, Amelia, Victoria, and Joy at that local bar..I sooo miss Jose and the rollerblading with you Victoria
I was enjoying just eating...soft smiles ;) will I be expected to cook now??? hee hee
God-willing, I will be attending:
(SCAFFW)
count me out on these events since the truths keep staying back channel--- I am done --- heart broken that I know the people who should talk but they don't----
2-12-23: I have been doing my daily walks this weekend and I waited until evening to do it because I was in my PJs and I can stay in them on walk in the dark...Thank you for the lady I spoke to --- you know who you are --- but I needed that --- it was healing and you get where I am at and you get where he is at --- you get it ... enjoy Death Valley and thank you dearly for the "confirmation" on SB today ... ... that I needed. Good to catch up with BT and RBB --- I will meet with CT / FS on Wix stuff tomorrow after my workout with Toni.
2-12 8:30pm: RR alerted me but could have been earlier that it was sent--- my technology is squirrely. Arrowhead Bar...sorry for the damage you all faced:
I sure miss dearly my times with Dan J. --- an external area messed that up and it is what it is but miss him greatly.
highly recommend:
let them know the Arizona Desert Walker sent you--- I get zero incentives but great folks there in Cave Creek area
This was one of our topics recently at ladies group with Toni G and MP
Headed to workout at Toni's:
I enjoyed my workout/ masks / visit. Probiotic Infusion Microfiber Sheet Mask | SEACRET (seacretspa.com)
Wait, did I win Quad-Ominos just now :) Thank you for the tomato soup and grilled cheese and macaroon and chocolate kiss and grapefruit. See you Saturday. Heading to my mountains...avoiding the female lion areas because she must be sad but also looking for their trails to avoid--- two male lions killed...sigh...hope to see Tammy this week---Happy Valentine's---and stop over to RR's and the squirrels and birds.
The clothes you see me wear as my tummy is fluid retention - huge thank you to Toni G---she let me use/have them ---
Between medical appointments and my hikes--- I have zero time to do this but I joined as showing support to the Arizona Agenda movement and pray their journalisms uncover the fire I almost died on in real form--- that's all:
Happy Valentine's Day Everyone. I have had some struggles this week--- no closer to some areas needing to be done medically but happy and smiling overall:
I am not a fan to my CPAP this week---
yeah, drape animals on desert fences---really ??? come on---
this sign below: huge theme to my desert space on a detox diet ;)
Promote ANTHEM out in the desert:
Desert Stray Cats:
they look like Fred's stray cat:
back home. I had a tough evening 2-15-23---just things catching up and I was finally comfortable, and I should have ignored or said no to someone's request but instead I walked away pouted and all medical areas that have not been addressed made it to the talk---sorry---just bewildered how the health system is nowadays. Then got home 2-16-23 to learn my PCP was dropped and I want to know who dropped who---my insurance or Dr.???
I guarantee you I will avoid this area (email below) next week when I know what I know--- praying feverishly God's taking care if this in His time...
I will be unable to go to the 2023 California Interagency Wildland Fire Risk Management Conference and I will miss it --- but I have medical, and I am booked for March and April 2023. I hope you all have an educational enjoyable time.
Karen Fann treated Sonny well after the YHF13'- I did not see the same and we bought her a gift and she just pretended to not know me...I am not a fan of the Fann.
letting someone know I did not get what they ordered:
They "claim" they messed up one of the items and are reprinting it. So it's still coming! .... 😁 Thank you for the V'day stuff and thinking of ... They'll get them tomorrow.
Luv ya!
I stayed with ANTHEM even though I know they are tied to Wildland Firefighter Foundation (WFF) in donations to WFF on their sales, but I asked about "Slurry Drops"--- I refuse to be tied to entities tied to that area...I have no problem that my reoccurring monthly orders - a portion of it - helps fallen WFs--- we know it did not help a fallen widow who still truly deserves such from WFF --- I know that much...SO what do I think of ANTHEM...top notch from start to end---highly recommend them.
speaking of films-- I had this on my Google Alerts for Scottie E Briggs:
After I saw what took place 10-26-22---I wish him well and I refuse to engage when people ask me on him---just wish him well---I just know I do not want him in my life after he confessed his lies and omissions last Fall 2022 in my garage. I can forgive but I am exhausted from the omissions from folks. The only remedy of this would be a conference call between multiple folks so I can hear their reactions to what Scott has told me. Especially for KK, Vicki, Burk, Fred, Kev, and etc.- I would for sure need a conference all on those folks. I got a gut feel I already know. All I think how at the time my immediate folks failed me on a fallen widow...too long of time has passed.
\this helps me get to medical appointments - "thank you"
IAFC Conferences- I have gone to these in prior years and if FJS wants to keep the status there up- that is on him yet I cannot attend this year's Conference in March 2023. I wish everyone an enjoyable, educational time. I am doing medical and my main focus is there but I would go if I had a ride outside my normal driver and it was financially covered.
greatest lady:
I thought this was interesting---I grabbed my last month's tubing and cushion and my medical machine "knew" it was not my knew one I just got---ugh. Then I got this email:
I would refrain, myself, from reading or engaging reading anything on the Thompson Family (email below) after Deanna Thompson (Fire20+ on InvestigativeMEDIA) - wife of Fred Thompson - did what she did back channel where Fred J Schoeffler got the "mystery man" narrative shared differently and Deanna Thompson stated it was on Saturday June 29, 2013 without how she came to such conclusions(s) and Sonny/I were there on the Weavers with GMHS- June 30, 2013 taking the images so who knows how or where her narrative agenda(s) lay in this but yeah...something fishy when you see what I own about her in my public records. So, I know many love and respect Fred Thompson- I hiked with him June 30, 2014 with Deanna Thompson, Jim Roth and his lady, Michael Kodas, Holly Henderson Snyder Neill and Eric Marsh's good pal Alan Sinclair. I did not like the back channel gossip with her a part in it...You all can read it on Fred Thompson--- I will pass on reading it though.
not me:
Thanks, Toni :)
2-16-23 9:10am: I cannot believe last year Wickenburg Clinic and Hospital certified mail me to go to the Brain, Spine, and Cancer Institute and I was out of their scope and skip ever going there and now this year Yavapai Regional and many Doctors failed in the end to negotiate the contract and they are out and I am left picking up those pieces and now my PCP and their contract ...let me go quote it ...brb...this "how" my Valentine's went...my love letter on Valentine's (shaking my head):
"To: COLLURA, JOY ANN
Sent: 02/14/2023 07:33:28 MST
Subject: Message
Hi Joy,
Just found out that the referral coordinator is letting me know we are no longer contracted with your insurance per our billing office. You need to find a new PCP. Now that being said, the referrals for the providers you had seen before are being taken care of. New referrals won't be authorized (per your insurance company) until April 1st. That gives you time to find a new provider. Amanda did try to call you to give you this information but was unable to connect.
Deb
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Nice, huh. And here is what is pending and I gave it to a health insurance case manager to assist me:
ACTIVE APPOINTMENTS:
Find a new in network PCP with these areas "active" need 2023 referrals:
ENT SPECIALIST
Sleep Studies- PRECERTIFCATION PROCESS
HEART SPECIALIST
SEIZURE SPECIALIST
GI SPECIALIST
BRAIN SURGEON SPECIALIST
CANCER SPECIALIST every 6 month check up
Podiatrist Specialist due to 2-3-23 seizure
RARE DISEASE SPECIALIST
GENETIC DISEASE SPECIALIST
HEMOCHROMATOSIS
PHYSICAL THERAPY PAIN MANAGEMENT FOR BRAIN/SPINE SPECIALISTS
2-16-23 10:19am: Diamondback Rattlesnakes are out--- Sonny almost got bit yesterday and it was a close call. Even in cold temperatures. He was digging a hole and exposed it and the rattler was calm due to colder temps- he put it in the 5 gallon bucket the snake and was gonna take it to state land and it escaped. One of his dogs died (RiP) --- sorry Sonny. Unsure if it was due to snake but same time Sonny almost got bit--- his dog very quickly died.
I entered:
2-16-23 11:12am: Appx. 6:45pm last night someone rang the doorbell. Sorry, but I am not much home ... best way to reach me is arizona.desert.walker@protonmail.com or go walk the desert to find me. I am called the "desert walker" for a reason. :)
So much for the oath of office lingo --- a real shame .... on some of you... almost ten years later...real shame.
I am a lifetime member to
US Hotshots Association yet I am booked for March/ April 2023 - I will not be there. Enjoy. I am doing medical and my main focus is there but I would go if I had a ride outside my normal driver and it was financially covered.
thank you for sharing this stunning FB image, RR.
I would love this on canvas print times three---
2-16-22 late afternoon- I was near listening to JG and FJS...glad all is okay- I am very minimal to interact with in 2023 - and I found myself wanting to reach about a card info. and was not wanting a conference call.
2-17-22 5:46am: Around 4:33am, I awoke being in an airport dealing with luggage issues and BM bailed me out of the luggage chaos and was like the kindness I saw 7-20-21 and then my alarm went off. Time to go get those missing file photos for Bill Boyd today at AZSAL. Then do medical and Begins Within over at Hayden/Indian Bend.
Remember folks ... if people are asking you about me or talking about me ... "warning" - "red flag"
I am uninvolved and just handling health ... if you hear something on me ... I deserve / will only accept incoming, respect and love and in that if someone is trash talking based on that then God is watching. I am unconcerned. I know too many lies have been told about me and I just move along, and I am assured God has my back. Also pay close attention to 2023 and who surfaces IN THE MEDIA on the 10th Anniversary of the fire Sonny and I almost died on but 19 died. You may even see a band of sisterhood born in 2023 but what will take place when the political publicist shares what they have .. I am not the one to tell it - I know that. You can tell from my eyes I am heart broken and its heart wrenching ... and now more than ever certain folks who talked about me ...all I know God knows and that He will assist me to get it to the front.
Hey Jason, for the record...my name is tied to articles but I had nothing to do with it except same as you--- read it--- or skimmed it at some point just so you know...
2-18-23 9am: I have to go get washed an head out to workout 10-2pm today at Toni's so DFFM, Bill Boyd, requested my signature for each request and fill the Public Records Requests PRRs individually so here they are:
my penmanship sucks due to my joint pain and limitations...my apologies for the messy writing process...I did my best.
