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This site has likely been tampered with... [11-5-24 5:55am]

put settings to publish 9:30:24 because we want to keep fjs links to the forefront...

Currently,

I am preoccupied

with other matters

and unable to review the posts

to check for any changes.


However,

I can confirm

that some posts are no longer published.

???


Recently, there have been gunshots, sightings of suspicious vehicles, and a building that stored my belongings in 2016, burned down.


It's unsettling to witness these events unfolding.


Ultimately, I believe that God knows best...


I am much stronger

than these folks know...


My soul is intact.


I am golden.


I am on a mission for God...


I am praying you learn to love yourself.


The Holy Spirit

knows the plot

before the plot.


Remember that...




 

November 9, 2024 4:44am

I am not going to rebuild

the ________ post

right now,

because

I am focused elsewhere ...


but in organizing

my over 11.5 years

of gathering of

FOIAs/ records

this week...


I do

want to add

some

key points

to this post

to remind me

to later address...


Just in case

I failed to mention

in my junk journaling-


  1. Pete Masiel -

RiP-






"Masiel"

...who I was due to meet

but ended up

in a

family fatality

vehicle accident

while on vacation-


just for those

"watchers"

that come here...


I got the data anyways...


that person,

I appreciate you

for doing that

difficult right thing

especially

when you had

your own

"close calls".

when opening a link from above I get: ????



However,

if

"______-______-_______-_________"

can reach me

as to why

Masiel

was an interest to her

because it was odd

--- at that phase,


I was in

zero

contact with you,


but a

person in fire

stated you were looking for Masiel, why?


I mean they were getting you in

the GMHS Family Meeting

with lawyers

and they claimed

the angle

you were going as a

Wildland Firefighter Foundation

Member

???

[wow, that is a new one -

wonder if ____ or ____ even knew]

not the angle

of the made for profit fire author

"______-______-_______-_________"

research assistant

as it stated on his site,

and you can confirm

going to the Wayback Machine...

what gives folks????


Why was he an interest for you at that phase ---


Masiel came to us...

no one knew about that

until 2018

when I was at FJS's home

and I was doing defensible space

and I could hear him talking to someone

and so, I rushed in asking him to "mute" call

so, I could talk---


FJS knew about

how I was due

to meet Masiel

then the fatal accident.

That call

was when the fire person said

"______-______-_______-_________"

was wanting to know

where Masiel

was after YHF13'...

??? why?


That is a key point I need to address at some point in my record sharing. Let me drop a few images from that now:

I will redact areas

until

proper

higher authorities

who truly care about

us,

our

land and lives

vs.

clout chasing

a career

or

drive that agenda

of climate change...


it should be non-Arizona

Governors / Attorney Generals /

Congress - Senate folks

to reach out -


like other State folks - not Arizona


like Attorney Generals or Governors

of other states

get involved

during their 3 months sessions-

Jan.-March

different states

should be petitioning

for Wildland Fire changes

not me,

the housewife,

in some ghost town.


Possibly

turning over portions

of Federal BLM

to each state

may help

from fires getting larger

using our tax paying dollars is getting old...

and in hopes it helps build each state's revenue

versus

the Federal Government.


I am not buying into the possible climate bs...

I don't have the

where with all

to challenge

these kind of folks...

but

the people

in

power positions

could.


I redacted the images below until I see more serious people who care about our lands and lives...but I know one person was possibly attempting to give this file to me and another had their own close calls, so it did finally make it to me then I turned it over -my stuff- to another area due to my poor health.

if you noticed- this is a very important section redacted above...but the only ones who will note it such way --are the ones who omitted it from the Public at Large...did it not fit the glazed narrative?

  1. My GMHS Family Meeting Records:

I notified a couple about what I was reviewing or passing by as I am reading / organizing old text and emails threads with names like SCOTT HUNT and JEFF WHITNEY...


...by the way, Scott Hunt--they (Arizona State Forestry now DFFM) failed to block / redact your private email...just so you know...??? Me sending some docs to show some oddities...

in my humble opinion,

it was a disturbing email thread

yet again

that name:

"______-______-_______-_________"...


so why is it a GMHS loved one

who just lost their son

in the most horrific way

is being

labelled

abrasive,

maybe because no one in a higher position was giving any commonsense data that leads to a conclusion---, right?!

????????

but they thread

"______-______-_______-_________"

as a researcher

who they want to be present

for the meeting

claiming the angle

she is coming as a

Wildland Firefighter Foundation

member though????


wth, people ???


and watch this ---

someone

used the angle that

"______-______-_______-_________"

was a

Wildland Firefighter Foundation Member

????????????????????????

to get her to attend but I am not allowed to go

and take a look for yourself

as I will provide the image below...


amazing


that the GMHS loved one

and us, the eyewitnesses,

could not attend

but they were trying to get  

"______-______-_______-_________"

who was tied

to the

made for profit

fire author

_________ ____________ __________

who they both stated publicly and to us hikers

they were doing a YHF 13' book "together"

even at the date of the email thread

????

Two years later from this email (above)

those people were at a CA Conference

together

presenting about YHF13'

on stage.

Book was discussed then too

as fire leaders told us in 2017

what went down

behind the Oz curtain

about us

and that dumb ass smear campaign tactics.

I told the leaders

no big deal- God is watching this all...

???

That is on them...

they have to see God on it, not me.


I went to bed to sleep

appx 11-8-24 10pm last night

and I tossed and turned-

got up at 11pm

and finally for the day up at 1am

and doing my calisthenics / stretches

then

...I am on the couch

&

the notebook is OFF off-

unplugged and all

and it just turns on by itself

and I am about 15 feet away

??? strange ???

see:


I was sitting there when that notebook turned itself on--- ????

 my humble opinion:

Why was one of the GMHS loved ones

labelled "abrasive"?

and because

the Yarnell Hikers and him

we're not clients

we could not attend

the Family meeting

???

but the records show

that "someone"

wanted

"______-______-_______-_________"

at that

meeting

even stating

she was coming

from the

"Wildland Firefighter Foundation

...as a Member"

angle

versus

the

made for profit

book

that she was doing research

for ____ ______ ____...???


So, I get up

and pull out

the

Wildland Firefighter Foundation

box

on my shelf

that Sonny made me...

and go look for and

see the dates

when ______ was sending me

all that Wildland Firefighter Foundation gear---

both ____ and ____

stated July 2021

in person

they did not recognize

the name of hers

when I mentioned it

and how I knew of them (WFF)

and their entity

because _____ mailed me

Wildland Firefighter Foundation stuff...

then again, their names came up when a Canadian could not thank ____

because WHO they are

but wanted him to know

they liked the Canadian Social Media Facebook video-

I was only on Facebook

a few days "new"

because 7-17-21

_____ _ _____

made the profile

at his place with me there-

he made FB

"Joyous Kahula"

to prove a point

if I am disingenuous,

aka-

avatar/fake name

not my full name,

I can access Facebook

because at that point

I was told I was controversial

  • remember, due to others

lies, omissions and orchestrations

and I was not allowed to make a profile

under JOY A COLLURA-

Congress AZ

back then -

I have not checked lately

so, I emailed ____

Tuesday, July 20th, 2021 at 2:42 PM

[only had the account three days, folks]

and I enjoyed that call so much

that I still hold gratitude

all these years later

even though

something

off balance

has happened

based on

-my humble opinion-

others got in his ear...

plus

after the few seizures

into unconscious state -

severely sleep deprived,

I was not doing well

Oct 1-11, 2021

and much of

2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024...

sensitive time then.

I was just thrilled to share

for the Canadian

because due to political bs,

they couldn't

but

never thought the next day

I would be touring the place,

and everyone was so welcoming and warm---

way different when I went Summer 2022---

that was like ???


I had gone to Costa Mesa Spring 2021

to see brain tumor specialists

and was suffering so much

---head pains---

---my junk journaling shows all that

so, to have me do that spontaneous moment

is forever a cool moment.


No one can take that away from me.


Keep in mind,

I was not talking

to ____/Fred just emails or texts

at that phase

April 2021 until July 17th, 2021

[-that's because some lady married to a GMHS loved one said is it true what they are saying...about the witch bs---dumb ass folks. God will make people accountable even if you question gossip so be very mindful of your thoughts and words. ]

just these kind of style emails

to ____ and or Fred at that phase:


Plus, when I left ____'s that week

- we (spouse and me)

went to PANDA EXPRESS

and I got this message that week 7-17-21

and it did happen as the cookies message said:

Even Saturday, July 24th, 2021 at 2:35 PM email I CC'd ____, ____, ____, Fred about ____ with image:

and ____ acknowledged my joy/happiness...



___ mailed me these

Wildland Firefighter Foundation items in 2014:

I remember

holding this shirt above,

tightly,

and

I wept hard

as it reminded me

of what I last saw---

of the Granite Mountain Hotshots---

that image

on the shirt

reminded me of

what I actually saw and photographed

June 30, 2013:

My humble opinion-

"______-______-_______-_________"

sent all these items

to us in 2014

but

after reading

Public Records / FOIAs

and

listening to

retired CIA agent/Smokejumper

Charlie Moseley

"Moses"

I just do not know WHY ____ wasted the time, energy, monies because the records show___

??? me and Dr Ted Putnam

for what I/we know back channel,

but she was not kind about me ---

(S____ 2018 Meal Hall- Bingo night- ___ claimed ___ had a different style of research was all when I asked her in person)

the records and this blog

shows those docs...

sad, but facts

but look at all ___ sent...???


I did not add patch--

never would---


it is weird to see the Esse

on same shirt

as the 52


knowing what I own in records---


I am all for

unifying and bridging

but WFF

was facing

many untruths

told about them

around that time

and

some did some

very big wrongs

to WFF...

and sadly,

some were

in some fashion

goes back to my fire

that I almost died on...

some should

hang their heads

down in shame...

they will have to go over all that with God...

some way, and someday...

He watched it all.


It would be nice

if the Federal government fiscal

gave a

set amount

of funds, marketing and resources

-no strings attached -

for WFF

to open their doors

3 days a week

Tuesday, Thursday and Fridays

one week a Saturday vs. Friday

another week

and

one week a month open

T through Th

leaving a long week

to do family moments - :)

8-12 hours open

(flexible hours:

depending on time of year

and traffic flow)

to serve the people who have a need---

it is fine to do the civilian fundraiser way

yet to make sure needs are being met

and for the longevity of what one woman birthed-

that would be honoring not just for Vicki and her kid and grandkids but also for all the ones who lost a loved one.


I know they like to keep it family operated

but if WFF

only saw in the records

how many possible

blunders the Government entities

omitted

but I own in my voluminous records-


I feel in my humble opinion-

the Federal government

should possibly

be mandated such task.


I do not want to hear about other 501cs

and why I choose

just them

WFF

vs.

say another one doing fire related stuff ---


to me,

those

are

in my humble opinion

"copy cat" entities...


Vicki

no matter how

she went about to make it happen,

it is hers...

she made this a go

[and her son and family too helped carry it on]

so, I do sigh

when people

wanna take

what she created

and throw another label to it

versus being there for her

and making this a very bigger deal

than it already is...


I still think certain folks should get a look over by the IRS especially the ones who did much damage

to so many lives...

but one only hears cricket noises...

you unknowns=you two

...you two are bad bad seeds...

I pray God reaches you both...


did your over one hundred grand

ever get to your account finally?

If people only knew all the behind the scenes- if they did, you would not have what you do, most likely.


How was it someone

recently said they donated almost $100,000

but did the IRS docs show that- was that over the years possibly then???


You all confuse me,

and I just give it up to God

on you two...


I possibly

learned

evil exists

knowing you two are out there

doing all these wrongs

while wearing a mask

to the public looking

squeaky clean...


I wish you had a pure relationship with Jesus...


shame on you both...

It is always interesting

how many know

who I am referring to

when I never said a name...

more people are awake then I thought...

By the way

and

FOR THE RECORD-

the purple ribbon

was possibly birthed from

Wildland Firefighter Foundation

so be glad

I was not a DIRECTOR

on the WFF board

because I would be getting

WFF a royalty

kick back

for each tee

that had the purple ribbon

back

into the pockets

of WFF

and it would be trademarked legally--

but then again, I probably would have

had the WFF legal team

just stop/cease the sales

because the logo

is not anything

I personally

would want WFF

to be tied to-


Audie Murphey can be the few, the brave...

the GMHS - their story

has yet

to be shown

its real-life unfolding...


I did over wear this hat

on all my hikes


but I was not cheerleading them then

[2014-2021 phase]

[ I did cheerlead them 7-20-21 to 7-20-22 because it helped me, their warmth 7-20-21]

the hat was just for head protection

when out hiking-

just a hat

mailed to me...


I never even looked their way much until I saw the expansion building...I am more the gal who avoided people, places or things after the YHF13' so I can gather and organize the records.


received July 2021:

____ gave me these July 2021:


I did say YES

to ____ _ ______

to be OPs

in ___ short fillum

and even made cheater cards

to memorize

everyone's parts

so when I hiked,

I would read / know the lines...


but the call I had made...

asking ...

because I had some major seizures

and went unconscious

and my doctors asked me

August 2021

to ask

but it took that

severe

medical emergency room event

late September 2021

and talking to Dozer guy and local Dan J.

(94yo retired sheriff)

that I decided 10-5-21

to call ____

because Dan suggested it

and I was at his home.

He figured he could explain

October 1st-5th

because he has known me for decades

and he knew my comprehension lacked then

and I was very sensitive at that time

He wanted to hear what ____'s views were...

and then ____ was kind and said he was in the airport, and I know I was 'short' because my thing was only gonna take a sec, but I still participated / emailed / gifts and such

all the way until July 2022 so, believe you, me-

that all never made sense looking back... especially when two that knew him said all was fine...

here is the stuff I was memorizing:

I even signed a contract:










I am forever grateful to BA for this moment- this week-

Those 3 are the world to me...and the kitties too...I gave our interaction some space due to some political layers but always in my prayers and thoughts.

more items sent to me:

with my paternal grandma's inheritance funds, I used it, to pay off medical and did the WFF lifetime membership as well I had some folks plant a tree in honor of ___'s mother and ____s grandma March 2024...


so where is fire author _______ and "______-______-_______-_________" on their Lifetime Member lists- ___ is worth according to online appx 31.3 million dollars so why is a ghost town housewife doing the RIGHT thing but you folks who are in fire arena send me gear and stuff, but I did not see a Lifetime Membership for you all??? Hmmmm...


____ shows as a 2012 52 club annual here but did not see anything on ____...not saying she didn't---she could have under an AKA but neither of them shows up for Lifetime Members:

In my thinking, I still think I am owed the funds back on the brick or mail me the custom brick because why would I want the brick anywhere tied to them when cops were called on me over me asking for a simple public records request and that was based on topic shared Thursday, July 22nd, 2021 at 8:03 AM I explained to ___ about my brain tumors in person and showed him some of the most horrific paths / images of our firefighters and locals and myself face so when I walked the expanded building to see certain stuff- I felt unheard by ____ to allow some of the stuff I was seeing in this expansion...I resigned immediately after the tour. I was too broken...also what two others reported to me on topic- I felt sad. I still wish them all much success- I just cannot be tied to anything slurry drops related.


Back to "______-______-_______-_________"---so she would send me SASE too, why---if you did not like me as it shows in the records...????:

On the blog is the email threads of ___'s what she thinks of me- not good...go look at those dates and see it matched up to what she snail mailed to us these words: >>??????? make sense of that...

why send me a Holiday card ????

Then let us look at the records:

My 2016 GMHS Family Meeting Records:

I would think Scott Hunt and Jeff Whitney would not like this post...I will redact, when I feel appropriate---the point is to show yes, I know what you had for lunch and so on...and yes, Scott Hunt they failed to redact your personal data >>>I also think some belongs possibly as CLIENT- LAWYER privilege but I got it in a records request and there was no definition so how am I supposed to know??? right?! this is from AZSF/DFFM...?????..>>>>

My GMHS Family Meeting Records: even got the handwritten stuff too...loads of data but here are just some samples:

my redactions are below--they didn't redact ... but awaiting people I trust to help me with the finish line to RESET how they fight fires vs. the possible political malarkey-

had the families had the eyewitnesses PRESENT we could have gone over this---what gives, folks ???


you get the point---I was halfway through---but let's get to the ___ part...okay---

personal email: SCOTT HUNT

so, they redacted one but not SCOTT HUNT's private email:

GMHS Loved one: they AZSF/DFFM did not redact your mail-

what they said about a GMHS loved one---

abrasive?

tsk. tsk.

If that was my kid, ____,

that died ...

I would find

your views

to be possibly abrasive---

where is your empathy side?

Did you comprehend how these men died?

Abrasive?

Do you know how certain loved ones were treated

or lack of / ignored

after the fire?

Come on now.

I am appalled...

I am gonna google to see what field you work in... Masculine attorney...hmmm...good reviews on you...but I am gonna give you a "my humble opinion" strike to even labelling any GMHS family member when they were not shown everything on YHF13---if you were privy to what I know ...I will state that is messed up...but for now...just a strike on you failing to be mindful to your word choices ---

See Jeff--- told ya I knew what you ate but not just for this area---even your times in Payson AZ---they gave me all those receipts with the emails and texts and such...

I redacted:




they redacted heavily this area:

When I say I know more than I speak-


it is not

for people like

Gary and Fred

to chime in

and say

SHARE THEN---

or Be Still.


those men have not been

stalked/ gang stalked/ shadow banned/ abused /

targeted/ brutally assaulted /

poisoned / etc.

for

SPEAKING UP

like I have been

so, I say get your own records

and

be the target

or

just accept

when I say something

I can back it up.

These folks

made the efforts

to do all this

all while

I have been dealing

with chronic serious health matters---


the stuff they did my way, none of them could have handled the constant bs and survived on top of poor health...key points I had seen after YHF13':

  • others depression or anxiety or mental health issues- their negativity projected my way one after another after another...constant...my reply to that- that is their mental illness...depression or anxiety not mine. I cancelled my subscription to other folk' issues = stay in your lane= all I am doing in my space is gather and share to family and friends my testimony and experiences and humble opinions- you do not like it- stay away then. Refrain from coming to the site. Block it on your end. If you come here to see what I will say NEXT...I only have all this out because I recognize the dark areas...I mean if a wealthy mobster type reached me then I know this is not simple as far as the layers...all that is simple is just tell the truth and go on...too many are no longer here due to the poor decisions/errors of this fire...and so I stay the course for the ones who recognize the report did a disservice more than likely and should not birth made for profit authors claiming they led the investigation and how _____ was allowed in so early to places ruled out for investigators only--- I question ___ ties to the loved ones too.

  • severe sleep deprivation does affect my manners--- rarely happens, the moods unless entrapped or set up...but I have two brain tumors, and one is on the pituitary gland...no doctor has ever said I have any mental issues or crazy as some have projected just stress factors being a whistleblower on YHF 13/16 and DONNA GORDON vs YCSO. I made sure to keep that on record because of the lies said about me. So, ya gotta wonder about the ones saying all this...????

  • others have shake-ups and hiccups to their lives, and ya think I want to know about it- nah, give it to God.

  • If you are emotionally cold then we will never fly in knowing another because I am all about emotions and I also will call ya out---like for two years I laid quiet and this group said what do you want from this group for 2024 and I said I listened for two years & ate homemade delights and this year I am using my voice, "I'm out", I left because of their intervention judging lingo for another lady in the group--- one said she was gonna cause bodily harm on a lady and next day would say "I love you" to the lady she wanted to do harm to ??? - and "F' Joy"--I for sure do not want or need that crap...bye Felicia...

  • all my life I have zero desire for romantic interests [ tomboy- love the outdoors and lakes and I had zero issues of watching my pops drink beers by the lake as I explored the area and I had to make sure to be there first thing in the morning to make his coffee then go explore / skedaddle and be back by noon to make lunch then explore while he napped then make dinner and usually I was gathering wood in the afternoon because he was mesmerized by me making the campfires for him at night- my father was a significantly heavy smoker and drinker and family would judge him and I would just let him be who he wants to be for his life--- if he wants to be drinking then do it--- if you want to eat Superfoods then do it...My dad didn't eat much because extreme smoking and drinking ...I dislike others trying to tell one how to lead THEIR life...Usually the ones doing that are manipulators/ control others' lives while their life has its own drama...I will only share about my path with Jesus...as I do here on the blog...I disliked when family say he needed counseling because he helped build the twin towers and 911 destroyed that and other major life setbacks [law enforcement omission phase where he worked] as he lived decades with lung cancer and doing chemo and he smoked many packs of cigs a day with one lung--- I said you live your life how you want because you go to God not I go to God as your Power of Attorney--- live and let live---we need to be accountable for our actions...our life choices..my spouse does not drink or smoke and not many lake moments but I did have a few people God led to me that was like my pops and I got to have some life experiences on my life journey that all my family met any person I am around- otherwise I am a homebody type who hangs on the patio and enjoys sunrises and sunsets- love to be outdoors vs. indoors and be present for local elders and kids] and very minor moments to knowing anyone such way...I always preferred to be the kid sister people came to - [ I am nicknamed The Kidd] the other stuff I would not have the maturity to delve there...married or not...my spouse is my forever best friend and I am okay even though people project otherwise because I hung out with others...those folks are trash talkers---the cess pool gossipers...that is on them. "oh well"

  • The shifties and shadies to life= who have to hurt and harm and win at all cost mentality...no need to be near my space...

  • zero energy for the aggressive jealous kind...bye...you either are in my space to have laughter and just be present. No ambitions or clout career chasing for me...we have enough of those folks...have at it...it is your life---I just do not want it near me.

  • here is a good one--- when I am speaking truth people have to lie, omit, puff their chest up and out or etc because what I am saying may hurt their check book account balance or ego but it is documented facts...so for the money /ego hungry ones...I am about living life up front and bold so I do life in truth and with integrity even my moments people judge to be oh my wrong--- that is their view---I go to God with my stuff and He can tell me where I failed I do not need the ones who like to breathe daily to tell the failings of others...bye bye to them.

  • the people out to orchestrate distractions, delusions and illusions...bye bye...

  • for the ones who brutally assaulted me with those punches to whiplash unusual vehicle accidents---??? I pray for you...

  • the ones looking for tangible stuff---find another...I avoid those folks and if I had extra, I would handle my own medical needs and get long ass massages and traction to my spine...

  • I love people who are bold and authentic and not one way to this person and another to that person...I rather have a mess of emotions type person that is the same to all because of how many wronged them over time then a red bow image type folks. If I want that, I will watch Leave it to Beaver.

  • I am living my happily ever after yet if we had Elon Musk's cash I would travel to old Western towns and old battlegrounds where my family fought in all the Wars and unique type bars and I can be designated passenger- I would have an outdoor set up theater and watch tv outside like a drive in style in my own back yard--- some type of water fountain and probably more taxidermy stuff ;)

  • very mean-spirited malicious ones...I think ____ fits that bill the way I seen her place ___'s ex on her social media--- are you that wicked? Seriously. That was a huge pain for him--- put that knife in the back any deeper? Dang, lady. You are known as the sweet one but I beg to differ...I hope your kid breaks the chains on ya...and say bye to you so you can finally grow up lady...____ never deserved that. That is bad toxic stuff---- yuk. bye...to that.

  • I Corinthians 13 is me---1 Corinthians 13 KJV - Though I speak with the tongues of men - Bible Gateway

  • Caution- people who call you a witch...you may want to know if they belong to something darker themselves because I am not a witch...leave that for God to judge you for doing that too. No reaction from me. I know some have been judged harshly though for how they treat me or ghost or such...that I saw...but that ain't me---I am at home praying for all to be one...and at peace...to know Jesus...

  • I do not own a cell phone but when I did - I never kept numbers on there- if it was not in my memory bank then you never got a call from me---right RB...Happy Bday--- ;) my cell was always empty --- I rarely use it and if I texted Scott or Fred or said you coming to my town or me up to your area, Dr Ted...that is it---and Sonny is not a cell guy but we can for sure communicate telepathically...I felt I could with ___ too...I said out loud 'Sonny I don't have a cell phone if you need me to see you just swing by anytime' and 2.5 hours later he was here. I told that to the lady who did intakes for the Brain Specialist and she wrote and projected down 'delusional' was her take so I said to the Specialist only something he would know and Scottie was on that conference call in downtown Phnx. and I named an instrument from a foreign country he played as a kid- that is just what Jesus shows to my mind and the stuff I was saying--- he said I could not know that so he wrote down intake's - it was her perception, but I am gifted in ways that it would raise the hair on your arms...indeed.

  • I like people you can be quiet and it is okay to be quiet--- and a time to ramble... ;) like now, eh.

  • Sonny and I would still be by some lake if it was not for the cancer bs...our lives are medical, walks and praying this all goes away and we are well 100 again...and to my 2024 doctors who stated I need to start going to an Oncologist / Cancer Institute closer to home- until I see the need or how about this---what I need to do is gonna cost over $100,000 most likely so when God makes that appear then I can handle some significant areas- I will remain home doing my pattern walk, polar plunge etc...I know it is not from the foods I eat because I am a SuperFoods junkie...well this household we all do enjoy our sea salt caramels and at times dark chocolate...



 


In closing- SHANNON CLARK states

"they have also asked you to reconsider _____ presence at the session. I'm told she's not helping write the book (has just done research). But would like to attend as a member of the Wildland Firefighter Foundation and would agree to be bound to a confidentiality agreement / non-disclosure. Think about it and let me know."

[ I added yellow]

What a bunch of crap ...

but us eyewitnesses

who almost died

and the GMHS loved one

they labelled as abrasive,

left out in the cold.

bunch of bullshit.

My public declaration---FBI or higher authorities...reach me about ___ and another entity --- I would like to talk to you about someone named in this email: ... oh yeah, we tried that route--- crickets heard.... possibly some ridiculous folks in leadership are what I am seeing---

FOR THE RECORD - Officials told us eyewitness hikers that Rance was to anchor at the bottom of GMHS---

that led out to old grader but then in my records it showed:

so again, wake up, people, why are they anchoring that far away from the GMHS?

Let me show you where GMHS put fire down and measure it:

so why are we

putting fire on the ground

appx 2 miles away from the GMHS's area???


and why is

GMHS

even lighting up the ridge

anyways

in that drought dense vegetation

with the type of terrain /chute/chimney affects

and the squirrely wind we get to that area

on a known thunderstorm in the distance

with weather

you could physically see

on the mountaintop???


We saw the same as GMHS-

just some bushes on fire

that was burning out

so WHY

put more fire on the ground??

when the satellite shows

it was burning out

until your industry

laid more fire on the ground

Help me understand????


They

could never

really answer me

on that in over 11 years...

Common sense, folks.

hey Jefe? Jeff?

...seriously?

...I am sorry

but I almost died

and Sonny too

but 19 did

and all you can think to say

is moving us into the sunshine

while so many peoples' lives were greyed out

by how many tiny little errors that weekend

that ended up messing up so many lives...


I am appalled as you said this

as a leader

that you can world salad that

and not vomit...???


the best outcome attainable???

is

tell the truth, sir.



Very simple.

May possibly hurt

the Private/Government fiscal

with telling the truth

but it is time to reset that system anyways....

I shake my head because so many once looked up to you- you "ghosted" many in the fire industry...

I fail to find that to be leadership with integrity...

the selective techniques

of whom to speak to

and who not to...

To me, in my humble opinion, you and Scott Hunt could possibly share more not just on Yarnell Hill Fire 13 but other fires...even the 1990 Dude Fire. tsk. tsk.


God is watching this all.

More than likely

the Fire Gods as well...

isn't that the nickname to some leaders in fire?


back to reading JEFF WHITNEY'S texts and emails

and all I can think about is possibly this: