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"Live" Journal (Month of April/May 2022)

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Depp vs. Heard civil trial continues

WATCH LIVE: Johnny Depp takes the stand in explosive defamation case against ex-wife



it was an up and down five times to equal 8.16 hrs sleep with .9 events per hour.


4-21-22 11:55pm: One cannot make this crap up --- 1hr51minutes ago just like the past two days I am sleeping and suddenly awoken to my cell which is in another room --it goes off and I hear voices and it sounds like Wildland Firefighter Foundation (WFF) Burk Minor "in my home" and I am wearing a Cpap Machine and I am like do I want to go see the noise???

Out of the blue, this video starts playing on my cell phone: with Boise, Idaho's Education Manager Event and Rental Coordinator Event and Rental Coordinator Idaho State Historical Society - Alison Espindola and yes it was Burk's voice on there----

I am greatly apologetic because I have many medical appointments, I am unable to move those appts on your opening day WFF May 20th --- I will do my best to share and care in another way --- flowers or something... I hope you all have a wonderful time. I will see you all Summer 2021 God-willing. I am all set to be there a specific week --- I am going back to bed but I had to post this moment and I hope the Public and Firefighters stops on by and visits you all.

God Bless. 🙏

try again later on FB--- back to sleep but it was a funny you cannot make this moment up --- kinda like how July 20-23, 2021, went last year--- you really cannot make it up. Something out there wanted me to hear it. "Smoke King" --- Alison, I will have to meet you some time and tell you why I chuckled.


4-22-22 11:56pm archived FB posts:


4-23-22 12:55am: I had a biopsy on my right leg 4-22-22 11am then my medical massage then packed most my winter clothes and documented FULLY the 4-22-22 Fig Spring Fire and I will keep a close eye on it and I will not report all I find publicly so I make sure I can document this in a way the professionals will be impressed if things are not done properly. We are watching. My husband took a photo of this at his job 4-21-22:

Anthem Snacks | Facebook I received my items today 4-22-22 from ANTHEM which

Fire Aviation flew above us 4-22-22 when they said they would not fly and it was windy ???





4-23-22 11:37am: I am having mask concerns. Whomever is hacking people's FB accounts here locally- shame on you... Sorry you had that happen after 15 years Carol---


Yesterday they said it was Resource Order and today at 5 acres it is a Wildfire.

Time, Incident Report #, Status changed as well as Lat/Long:

no crew or resource order public yet for Fig Springs Fire

4-23-22 1:51pm


4-23-22 2:21pn- In loving remembrance- Happy Birthday to our family friend- Shirley Temple (RiP)


These firefighters were in Colorado for training and heading back to CA --- so it is great you take those photos but talk with them too-- get a feel ---thank you to a local for sharing to me their experience. It is crucial we get all in person data to match to resource orders on this Wildfire in our areas...Crucial---thank you for sharing the photos sir:

Physical Address (Map) Shingle Springs Rancheria |

Shingle Springs Band of Miwok Indians Tribal Fire Department

5167 Honpie Road

Placerville, CA 95667

Mailing Address

Shingle Springs Band of Miwok Indians Tribal Fire Department

PO Box 1340

Placerville, CA 95667

ThatWasEpic quality tees

I am a Facebook / YouTube / Instagram fan of Juan- ThatWasEpic | Facebook

show your support by buying merchandise here and at Wildland Firefighter Foundation today.


 Ezekiel and Esther Mutesasira


When will an investigation require all firefighters who were out there in the box canyon June 30, 2013, 3pm-6pm and even those spur roads to speak up versus having your family member who is at one of the higher levels of Forest Service use towards folks investigating the fire and to the Media- all these laws and Touhy regulations and why ???? Why so much omissions?

Sesame to Shrine Corridor at 3:26pm June 30, 2013:

and then .... ??????????????????????????????? this is the entrance to Sesame Street --- what gives???


archiving FB 4-25-22 7:33pm---


My husband I have known each other since 1988 - began dating in 1991 and married 4-24-1993 and we celebrated out Wedding Anniversary yesterday --- I just want you to know while I have been ill so long, he has been the longest running person to be at my side.

4-25-22: Cottonwood Visitor moment, Medical massage, Did my travel stuff --- medical appointment ---


This past weekend I enjoyed learning about: Nima Masoudvaziri | LinkedIn


I am working on my InvestigativeMEDIA post and entered some drawings 4-26-22 and alerted in the past 24 hours my oral team on a matter.


I pick Vicki Minor (WFF) as my charity if I win:

went back to sleep due to low rating score


4-26-22 7:45pm: Wow! That person(s) lying to me --- it is not winnable --- it is like I am at the bottom of the ninth, 10 runs down, 2 outs, ten seconds left to go - not winnable. Bar coded - No belief system, they lack being deep / spiritual.

Biggest truths bo*bs happening this month for me. Wow. Stuck? Not stuck? Prove something? Your shadiness sucks for sure. The little lies. Would they really abandon me like that? That hits home.

I have put so much effort out and now what I learned I am unable, and I am done avoiding other areas I could have bliss --- better health - my efforts are shifting in 2022 after my whistleblowing phase.

I am going with the flow. No celebrations, folks. This shit ain't going anywhere and it is not changing --- this person's dishonesty is theirs --- I have better interactions with long time ago high school folks than my so called internal ones to get truths out --- especially some of the folks who feel they have my best interest --- this is some messed up situation this whole truth-seeking areas ---

time to go to Avalon and cut myself out of this bullshit and just focus to truths --- I am breaking away from areas this week. All over-committed areas are bye, bye, bye and I am open and vulnerable to the unknowns.

I am changing my beliefs this week. Zero confinements --- some really amazing things to happen; I feel it. I think I better go see if Elon Musk is calling me ---- maybe he realized there are people out there that believe in Integrity and honesty and T R U T H. Good night.


4-27-22 6:52pm-10pm I will be working on the InvestigativeMEDIA post part 3---I awoke today - cleaned the cpap and headed out all day for walk so I am pretty red ---I failed to take photo of cpap results---it was a 92 ---10.13 hrs, 12/20 adjust seal, 1 event per hour, 2 masks off--- Still zip from Oral Surgeon/Dentist--- so sad...finally broke down and filed an official paper trail complaint--- terrible to be betrayed then cut communications --- I did it all right. Yet, I am the one "waiting"--- weird world. Will I ever get a break in the medical / dental world? Blows me away. If they did that to someone else - people would get flying pissed but I remain calm and do it all right and the investigators said it will take like 6 months to close my case--- sigh--went to do my every 6 month cancer checkup and they biopsied my right leg 4-22-22- it is healing - see:

still doing soft foods - fixed my walkman today so my walk will be better tomorrow---

My nature walks are rejuvenating me.


Arizona State Forestry Bill Boyd wrote this week he needed to reschedule our meeting:

I let him know that the information has been wanting to go to the Public at Large since 12-31-21 and requires him as the GMHS family advocate to take what they own and I do as well and now others know including some of the GMHS family and friends and do the difficult right thing and share this document publicly but first to the families. What did YCSO collect and inventory right by the Helms July 2013? Come on now... let this roll forward publicly. Also this week from YCSO:


4-27-22 10pm until Monday May 2, 2022 evening I will be unavailable online.

Have a great weekend - I will be hanging with the Celebs---Time for me to get pampered with lux beauty treatment, massages, glam services, makeover, manicure, haircut, learn to craft at the DIY workshops, walk the runway at the model open call, shop hundreds of pop up shops, get crafty at the jewelry make-n-take, Fashion Shows, Model Call and much more.

When I am done doing ME day, I will meet Celebrity Keynote Speakers and endless retail therapy. I will treat myself with the very best in shopping, fashion, food tastings, entertainment, cosmetics and travel. I will spend a relaxing day being pampered with spa services, wine tastings, shopping, samples - Celebrity Keynote Speakers including Comedians Loni Love and Caroline Rhea, plus Chrisley Knows Best star Savannah Chrisley and Co-Host of The Real, Actress and Real Housewives of Beverly Hills star Garcelle Beauvais, plus enjoy endless retail therapy.

My VIP Meet & Greet is with Actress and Author Garcelle Beauvais (photo left), and I will get a copy of her Memoir "Love Me As I Am", Tote Bag, Priority Reserved for me on the Main Stage Seating and Access to the Expo.

See you next week--- have a good one.


4-28-22 5:23pm- went over a post Fred did and it went live just now---again, I only came on for that---be off until Monday...

Update--- going to Oral Surgeon tomorrow for discussion---after my medical labs

-----oh yeah---no solid sleep --- got a 82/100, 8.04 total sleep but 2 hours here and there, Adjust mask was 2/20, 1.2 event per hour, 2 masks off---big day tomorrow---plus doing labs and seeing Oral surgeon---no further communications from Bill Boyd just "reschedule"---so no Arizona State Forestry but now it is in the Investigator/Political Publicist's hands what to do next vs keep dragging this out--- "the waiting game"---again---have a great back on Monday night

4-29-22 1:33am: I awoke out of a nightmare at 11pm- I was like no way after only getting a few hours sleep --- this talk with Oral Surgeon later today will only go one way- explain to me why you left the area undone and man my trust is just broken there. Decisions to make. Pray God's Will be done on it--- Long day for me today. It begins in a few short hours ---got up and ended up doing laundry and back to sleep 2:20am until 5:45am---

I also want a public spot that I am stating I am not one of the contributing authors to: What Are the Underground Honor the Fallen Group Ulterior Motives For Defending the GMHS Decisions? ( that went out last night and I am like Jeff Clark - there has to be a better way to bridge truths even to some of the naysayers. I mean I have snail mailed - messaged - tried to reach people that Super Dave told untruths [ his unusual perceptions ] to and I have got nothing but I just pray when the world sees what was found right by the Helms - Boulder Spring Ranch by YCSO that someday those locals will know and see I told the truth from the get go and the locals had been lied to --- sad people.


4-29-22 9pm: I came home today and washed up and went right to sleep and awoke to a ding that one of my labs came back today- Urogram with Reflex to Microscopic was Normal, Clear, Specific Gravity, Urine 1.021, pH, Urine 5.0, and Negative. Whomever is here from Boise, ID- hello --- I am tired just came on to write down some results and update Investigator on my case from earlier today. On 3-5-22 it was not so good so now I am awaiting the toxicology report and others and go from there---

the other ones are not ready yet--- usually that takes a week or 2: